:) current addictions!

明天以後(粵語)
已經與他無關
我們很好(粵語)
還是好朋友
我們很好(國語)
我們會更好的
請讓我繼續喜歡你
請比我愛她

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陳勢安-再愛一遍

爭吵了千百回　想法打上了死結
失去愛滋潤點綴　一切都事與願違
關係瞬間下墜　以為介入的是誰
原來是我不了解　填補你心靈空缺
最後結局沒有好過一些　認定你我都做了分手準備
還是習慣你來陪　不再是裝作無所謂　可否回到當初那份感覺

因為失去而失眠　多想堅持到終點
從不曾斷了思念　不顧再愛的危險
盡力在心裡默念　祈求能再愛一遍　知道會傷痕累累我也不後悔
希望上天賜機會　而我會不顧一切
用盡每天和每夜　再次陪著你流淚
已經瞭解了心碎　就讓我停止淚水　再愛一遍是最後語言

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Taylor Swift - Christmases When You Were Mine

当时的感受？
我过得很好！
....
:)


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Taylor Swift - If This Was A Movie

=)

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Salute! Don't leave Celtic please! Rajon Rondo - All The Above lHDl

圣诞节快乐

:)
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圣诞节快乐

就这样又一个月了
时间过得比自己想像中的快很多
生活还是一样的过
说是充实的话还勉强不过
有家人有朋友
是希望身边有个人陪着过特别季节
不过不会勉强不会强求
顺其自然
=)
想问自己是不是心中有对象
我可以说hmmmm...
Christmas wish......
快不快乐由自己定
难道一直执著一直强求就会有好结果吗
看回自己以前写的日记
每一页每一段句子每一个printscreen(s)都处于真心
收在电脑里这么久
最后还是选择reformat了
生活始终要过
我珍惜我曾经拥有
我想的都是快乐的
那你呢？
=)大家都问去年的圣诞你怎么过?
我想我回答不了
人生最深刻的圣诞应该是去新加坡的那一次吧
唯一出国的一个圣诞！
虽然不是真的圣诞不过那季节是不能忘记的还有几天2011就过了
想想自己今年怎么过
Ermmm.我该这样形容吧
生活简简单单就开心
爱难续难留，情难舍难求
21年的我始终是不完美
我没办法做到100%的好
当自己认为在改善了 好了许多
其实永远都达不到别人理想的
也就因为这样我对自己不再有信心
不再有资格喜欢人爱上任何人
我以为自己做得最好的
可是我真的又对自己失望
是别人理想的太高
还是自己给自己的理想太低
我可以是很好的孩子很好的哥哥很好的朋友
但是我不是好的情人最烂的男朋友
是吗？
好想问你
生活 - 9/10
亲情 - 10/10
友情 - 7/10
爱情 - 2/10

圣诞前的感想
希望有人会把我的想法给换了吧
圣诞，我不期待。

Merry Christmas !

祝每个人圣诞节快乐:)


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:,)

我不想哭

真的不想哭

我不可以

真的不可以

为什么..

:,)

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Mr.White 4 Siong! =)

哇，回来这么多天都没有什么上部落格
今天总算有时间可以写了

人生就是这样
永远都不会知道明天发生什么事情
看见她们4个人就这样走了
其实真的很不舒服
虽然我并不认识任何一个
不过是悲剧每个人都很难去接受
总而言之，在马路上都小心吧
驾车都不要太快
hmmm.

" 参加升学展后死神拦路 国中生车祸4死2伤 "

阿弥陀佛！

回来这里也就这样4天过去了
除了party 还是party
4天party了2次
本来应该说3次不过星期五太忙了

朋友问我这样的生活方式会累吗？
我真的不会回答
除了酒精还是酒精
或许是这样我才什么都不必去想不必去烦？
哈哈哈...

Well, finalllllyyyyy......I got my Iphone!! Iphone4s yorrr. I named it Mr.White! =D Got it last Friday! I'm one of the stupidest people lining up in front of Digi Centre just for the Iphone! LMAO! Great experience thought. Waited 2hours to get number, No.41 ! But actually I got my Iphone earlier compared to the people that took the number earlier, those in front of me! Hahaha..mouth too sweet, what to do... :p

Entao ba? 漂亮吧? =p

Hmmm, saw Jocelyn and her boyfriend. After so many years. I was kinda confuse should I say 'hi' to her or not but honestly, I wanted to do so but, hmmm.....no idea. "...errr, hi?..." -.- Erm, I look so "giant" and she is still the same, slim and tall.

看见她真的很多感触
觉得自己是很不好的人
以前总是玩玩的
不可以怪自己有个不好结果的初恋
所以就把感情当成游戏
其实我真的伤害了很多人
当自己真的投入认真的感情时
那报应就来了
我真的玩不起这个游戏
虽然心里总是有个人在
但说真的她开心就好
当你看开不是你不在爱她
只是真的不想打扰她的生活
因为你知道她过得很好

人，始终要长大
做任何事情要顾及别人的感受
开心其实不是大晒
不过别人开心，自己不是也会觉得欣慰和开心吗？
＝）

所以说，
珍惜每一天
明天真的很难去估计
也真的很难去预测
kick !

话说回来，这几天什么都没做到。
回来party，醒来去早餐，下午就踢球，晚上跟朋友dota，看球！
是这样的假期哦？
哈哈！
开着车四处绕走过以前常走的路线，
吃好吃的食物，虽然只是一个人，不过有Mr.White陪着还不错
不过说真的，Penang sipek jam 啊！！
＝）

好啦暂时写这样啦！
停啦！
掰掰......

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这，怎么了？

就这样假期了
就这样五个月过去了
我会继续熬下去

还有九天就圣诞
我，
没有期待
也
没有盼望

流星，
也只是旁人的话题
我，
没有冲动
也
没有感觉

这，怎么了？

Secrets .

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..

我，不完美.


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3 / 3

不心疼
不习惯
不熟悉
不了解

我很想你
真的很想你

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:)

我想念你




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就算了..

这几天的都很难上网
家里的line真的很差
被逼在学校写blog

昨天post了一张空白的
因为是写了但是最后还是删除了
有些事情不是说自己想写就可以分享
别人的感受始终是我一直的顾虑
我只能说
回忆，我真的拿你没办法
哭了就算


昨天突然想到某种事情
都关于mist的东西
没想到真的有人曾经在做
真的很感动
朋友都问我为什么开始这种不好的习惯
我想我没办法解释
只能说我活该和自暴自气吧
输得彻底

如果一个女生这样叫你戒烟、你还忍心抽烟吗？

嗯
昨天想到的就是这样
我想我真的会吧？
虽然会浪费我一整盒
不过一辈子都会收着咯
哈哈
而且我会爱你一生
=)

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=J

“If one of two lovers is loyal, and the other jealous and false, 

how may their friendship last, for Love is slain.” 

- Marie de France (12th Century poet)

How can you love someone because of one, two or hundred reasons and how can you not love someone because of one, two or hundred reasons?
You just love because you love that someone and that is love.

Do you need to give reasons why you don't love someone when you no need one, two or hundred reasons to love someone?

Try to reason with love, and you will lose your reason.

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很失望....

有必要怎么做吗？
在新朋友里也需要怎么说话吗？
我选择什么都收着，为什么....

我求你...真的求你...

我吃不下不是因为其他原因
是因为我想到类似的事情...
我突然静了不是因为头痛
是因为我觉得这样很矛盾...

你过你的生活吧

我没有想牵涉也不想再牵涉了

你觉得过得好就好了

我真的不想在为你流泪
我是这么的不好吗？
我好想问你
真的很心痛
很失望....
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我好想念那时候的我！真的真的很想念。。我爱你！

me, right top !!

 

spot my name ??方志松！！ :)

那时候的我
未必是最强的
但是是我发挥得最棒的其中一个决赛！
虽然是输了不过我真的很骄傲

我很想念那时候的气氛
很想念那时候的我
很想念那时候打球的感觉
很想念那时候朋友来支持我们的感觉
很想念那时候全家4个人在上面支持我
很想念那时候很棒很强而且很幸福的我！
就这样四年了

看见朋友还在参加篮球比赛进了决赛得到全场的轰动
我真的好久没有那种感觉了
全场为了你的表现而给与的掌声是不能低档的骄傲
不是因为为了掌声而出色
是因为出色才得的掌声才是最实际最有感觉的
看见自己的名字出现在报章内容更是无得顶！

不是骄傲也不是要献
是为了你，
连女朋友都扔一旁
她看见的是我你的接触和爱意
让她等到我和你亲密完了才轮到她
是你太重要了；
是为了你，
我变得更加的自信更加的满足
或许不会在有
不过曾经为你的付出我此生都不会忘记

我爱你..

ehh, 怎么好像有暗喻的意思哦？
哈..
看得出就好看得出就好..
不要误会不要误会..

我爱你，篮球。。
=)

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I miss you.

I miss your smile.
I miss your eyes.
I miss your look.
I miss your hair.
I miss your voice.
I miss the way we were talking.
I miss the way I gave you a sudden hug.
I miss the way I hold your hand and you hold mine.
I miss the time when you were lying on my shoulder.
I miss the way I'm hugging you in front your house gate.
I miss the way I carried you on my back.
I miss writing "I love you" on your palm.
I miss your sudden kiss.

And
I miss seeing our tears dropping on you and my shoulder.
I knew that I miss you....
I miss you...

=)

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过了这么久，我还是为你流眼泪..... =)

前几天，去了connaught 附近看朋友的篮球比赛。
他们输了进不了决赛。
朋友都沮丧般的过那个晚上，
看得出他们很失望。
很自然，自己也想起好多篮球的回忆。
有赢的，有输的。

打球的谁不曾输球，谁不曾受打击的。
想着就很自然的流了眼泪。
我懂我因为什么而哭，是篮球。
不过多多少少也想起过去的一切。

我的生活永远都离不开篮球。
想着以前十八岁那年决赛的时候，
爸爸妈妈妹妹和女朋友一起去为我加油的一幕，
是我永远不会忘记的回忆。
至少这是让我心情转好的原因之一。
进了大学，也离不开篮球。
这时候的我曾经讨厌篮球，也就因为讨厌它更是离不开它。
是开心的是不开心的这也已不重要，
重要的是我经历了。

是很怀念以前打球的时候，
虽然比起现在以前是很暴躁，
那也是曾经的我。
跟着一般朋友去比赛是最开心的事了。
所以选择暂时不进校队应该是对的吧？

看完球后可怜的yeexuan & zoe 车衰衰被人撞到屁股。
去帮了他们，这次处理的方式明显成熟了。
hmmm.
之后吃了sri petaling 的点心，鸡窝包！
还不错吃的咯！
到了家跟willis聊了一个晚上的篮球，
讲了些能让他进步的训练方法，
希望可以帮到吧。

是你，我流泪的原因。也因为你，我对生活有了寄托。也因为你，给了我无限的回忆与失望。给我理由放弃你，可以吗？

Eternal Love...Eternal Life..to you. Basketball.

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dearest......

"My Dearest Allie.

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you. =')

-Noah”

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walaooo where have you beennnnn?? =S

你几时才会跟我讲话?

=l


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...累

我很累

真的很累

为什么.......


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Be of good cheer.

When you need to be loved, you take love wherever you can find it.
When you are desperate to be loved, feel love, know love, you seek out what you think love should look like.
When you find love, or what you think love is, you will lie, kill, and steal to keep it.

But learning about real love comes from within. It cannot be given. It cannot be taken away. It grows from your ability to re-create within yourself, the essence of loving experiences you have had in your life.
“Be of good cheer. Do not think of today's failures, but of the success that may come tomorrow. You have set yourselves a difficult task, but you will succeed if you persevere; and you will find joy in overcoming obstacles. Remember, no effort that we” ~ Helen Keller

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:)

Every blunder behind us is giving a cheer for us, and only for those who were willing to fail are the dangers and splendors of life.  ~ Carl Sandburd

=)

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打過勾的我相信。

我去到哪裡妳都跟很緊 很多的夢在等待著進行
是記憶裡有味道的風景
一起長大的約定 那樣清晰 打過勾的我相信
感性的句子 都枯萎 凋謝
妳的世界 一幕幕紛飛
過去被翻閱 結局滿天的 風雪
而我已經分不清 妳是友情 還是錯過的愛情

" Different men have a variety of ways to display their expertise, values, and success, but in the end, whether he is wearing a black tux and shiny shoes or blue jeans and white running shoes, he is in some way advertising that he is a 'can do' guy, someone you can trust and depend on. :) "

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Romantic Love or Companionate Love ?

Well, I'm here, in the middle of the night or perhaps morning, thinking of writing a post about my research for my psychology paper tutorial essay, " Distinguish between Romantic(passionate) Love and Companionate Love. "  Done few hours surfing the net and reading some blogs and articles about passionate love and companionate love. Honestly, to me, to write a formal essay is way much difficult than to post something on my blog ! So I decide not to do my essay but write it on my blog ! hahaha.

There are a lot of different definitions and real-life stories wrote by various authors on the Internet about passionate and companionate love. Kinda agree with Dr. David's point of views in his article. The ultimate form of love, complete and perfect love, not easily can be achieved or maintained but is possible to attain in relationship. Desire and sustained effort of both people in a relationship to attain is the keys toward a deeper feeling of love. Why I do Italic-ed the word "attain" ? There might be possibility to fail attain when one of them, quit or give up too fast when is time to resolve obstacles and show their connectedness to each other.

If you were to ask me which one do I prefer, I would say, Companionate Love. Everyone knows what's the meaning of passion. Passionate love comes on quickly and fades as time goes by. Companionate love grows more slowly over the years as lovers rely upon, care for, and trust each other. I would say is interdependent and binding two people together involving friendship, understanding, a concern for the other, and especially, love.

Compared to passionate love in the early stage of a relationship, I would strongly agree, with my past experience, I realized companionate love looks weak and can easily causes someone to let go when the fire of passionate love strike the human's heart. But what if the time scale are extend, well, there might be possibility that passionate love can turn to companionate love?, but in my point of view, passionate love will fade and fails when the time comes, simply a thought.

Maybe I'm the kind of person who like love to grow through feelings, closeness, connectedness, and trust. Intimacy is the stage where I failed to do and sustain but I'll still believe that developing a strong feeling relationship need a lot of time and trust connected with the strong feelings are probably the most important ingredients.

Months ago, last semester, someone told me that, " hey boy, you shouldn't take the timing and the amount of time you took/put and how long you both were into a relationship." when I was facing one of my terrible time in life. By that time, I was too emotional and agreed on what he said as his age is few years older than me. No offence to him, he might got his own perceptions but for now, I still believe that timing and lifetime durability are the period of time that builds the trust, strong feelings, and with some added passion between two people who are firmly committed to one another.

No matter passionate love is just a flash in the pan or so called a little spark by someone, I'll still create an emotional space for you, my friends, and my next beloved partner to express her feelings and opinions on this. Who knows I might be trapped in a passionate love in future? lol. But so far, companionate love is a kind of love that brings me intimacy and satisfaction with my loved one.

So, . . . . . I hope that I'm not killing my own hope on a lasting love yet ? hopefully . . . hopefully . . .

=)

“We’re never so vulnerable than when we trust someone – but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy.” ~ Walter Anderson
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骤变。

剪头发啦
妈说好像没什么剪到哦
哈哈
希望是帅帅的
哈哈哈！
傻料！

在这里的感觉永远是最好的
我不必伪装不必煎熬

看见gab脸青的样子真的爽到！
是值得的吧？哈哈！
drunk you asshole~
may we always stay as a group please! pray....
=)

likes :
"我，习惯于逃避令自己伤痛的事情，情绪会因回忆的骚扰和突来伤感的侵袭而骤变，但是我，终究是我。这是巨蟹座的宿命。=)"

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珍惜现在。

`...能不能再把你的爱借点给我
好让我继续漂流
我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的摸样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏....`

`...我的倔强凝望 去闯 彷徨 飞翔
是否应该不急 一切去抵抗
你的摸样不想遗忘 飘荡 摇晃
我投降?...`

好希望每个人都
不必为了什么或是谁而执著
不必为了现在或是过去而挣扎

我真的想珍惜现在
给我那个机会好好过生活好吗？

其他的我什么都不要

我......想.........你！

允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎

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压抑 。

连发梦都会流眼泪. . .
是放不下还是压抑久了
所以是这样的？

原来，潇洒是需要代价的. . .

不过，
喜欢她是事实
只是我真的害怕继续. . .

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巨蟹 =)

他們基本上分為兩大類：
一是溫和親切，絲毫不給人壓迫感，
另一種則彆扭挑剔，讓人覺得很「難搞」的樣子。

但是不論他是屬於哪一類，當你們真的深入交往之後，你都會覺得他的個性陰晴不定，難以捉摸。他有時侯溫柔體貼，有時冷漠，有時仁慈善良，有時嚴苛得不近人 情。但是，只要他是個巨蟹座的男子，他必定有一顆溫柔而敏感的心。他的多變，並不是個性如此，而是他的情緒太容易受外界事物的影響，想要真的了解他並不是 件容易的事。

保護自己是巨蟹座的本能。他很少會一下子讓你了解他太多，他很少會把自己的情緒或感情赤裸的表白。他本能的保護著自的脆弱多情的心，你要給他很多安全感。大多數的巨蟹男子都很害羞，很害怕自己被拒絕。就算他在追求你的時侯，他也盡量做到好像不是在追求你的樣子。 當他電話來約妳的時侯，幾乎很少會立刻切入主題，他總是會在跟妳聊了半天，繞了好幾個圈子之後，才說：「聽說有一家新開的義大利菜不錯，我們要不要一起去吃吃看？」

巨蟹座的追求方式是不具有攻擊性的，他的態度始終很和緩。可是，如果你真的有事不能去，或是你那天不想出門的話。你拒絕他的方式可千萬要很委婉，否則，你很 可能因此傷害到他。當他不安的時侯，可能有兩種反應，一種是像寄居蟹似的躲進殼裡去，另一種則是像大螃蟹一樣用鉗子亂咬人。

巨蟹座的男人很在意別人對他的尊重。如果你是個粗心大意的女生，你可能常常弄不懂他為什麼突然扳著一張臉，他太敏感了，你的一個輕蔑的眼神，或是一句玩笑話，都可能讓那個好不容易提起勇氣的巨蟹情人，馬上躲進殼子裡去。想要讓他再勇敢的走出來，恐怕得下好一番功夫囉。

跟敏感而且情緒化的巨蟹座男人相處，溫柔的對他是唯一的方式。

當你們的感情進展到一個階段之後，當他對你的感情愈來愈深的時侯，他會感覺不安。他會一再的試探你，他喜歡你不斷的證明自己對他的感情。不要不耐煩，這一切都表示他真的在乎你。在他覺安全的情況下，他是個最細心，最體貼的男人。

當你們鬧彆扭的時侯，「哭」跟「撒嬌」是比較好的方式，很少有一個巨蟹座的男人能夠對著一雙淚汪汪的眼睛發脾氣。你們馬上就可以和解了，而且往往是不戰而 勝。千萬不要兇著一張臉對他大吼大叫，這樣一來造成的傷害往往比原先的意見不合更嚴重。他會覺得你不尊重他，不愛他了，你從原告變成被告的情況，可能常會 發生。巨蟹座男人生氣的時侯是很難取悅的，請不要自找麻煩。

對了！千萬不要隨便丟他的舊東西，對懷舊的巨蟹座來說，一本舊書，或是一個破鬧鐘，都可能是他的無價之寶。緬懷過去的人、事、物，對他是種享受，也是一輩子 改不了的習慣。其實，你應該很高興。對懷舊的他來說你可能也是愈老愈值錢呢！很多巨蟹座男人對母親有著依戀的情感。溫柔的母親可能是他成長過程中最大的依 賴，在你們的交往過程中，你可能不時的聽到他提起：「我媽媽…」。

不要沒道理的吃醋，不要故意唱反調。聰明的你，最好不要製造婆媳問題，你要尊重你的婆婆，讓他教你怎麼照顧你的螃蟹，那不就是化阻力為助力了嗎？如果你熱心 的幫他做這些事，他可能會嫌你做得不夠快，不夠好呢。不要生氣，你應該樂得輕鬆才對啊！不過還是要記得常常誇獎他的能幹，常常表示出樂於為他服務的樣子， 你會過得既輕鬆，又愉快。

永遠記得「溫柔」就是你最有力的武器。


tzesiong

Hi November + Happy 22nd WAnni PaMa! ♥

=)
4 Mcd Breakfast in 4 days! Fats! =）
Anyway, still able to control my weight..so is okay!
79kg now. 4kg(s) to go! 75kg 75kg 75kg!!!
and....time flies. is November now!
Currently at Penang for few days. Attended Cousin brother's wedding last night. I wanna get marry too! 5years from now? and Happy 22nd Wedding Anniversary to Papa & Mama! ♥ I love you both!

Siong likes :

” '好久不见' 是我们的开场白；'再见' 是我们最后的对白。。“

“ 你残酷的拒绝我可以了解；我愚蠢的冲动你可以谅解。。“

“转身就走不代表潇洒；是因为我的眼泪快流下来了。。"



tzesiong

. . .

tzesiong

病....

最近都不怎么舒服
药一吃就睡到不知道时间
自己照顾自己是从朋友口中给的慰问
想起以前的日子
不知不觉想着
被照顾的人总是如此幸福
喜欢问候
喜欢喂着吃药
喜欢把冷毛巾放在额头

喜欢整夜不睡有时看着病人

最近都一直下雨
在差不多时间就会下了
很不爽啦啦啦

还有恭喜妹妹终于得到毕业文凭咯
替你骄傲
spm 近了要加油啊

给面对考试的朋友
加油啦
读书不过注意健康！
=)

沉默.....

tzesiong.

爱与乐

这一刻，看着朋友们依然是一对一对的出入，他/她们是同居的，一起出门，一起吃，一起开心难过的。就这么两个组屋的单位就有了5对情侣住在一起，另外两个朋友房间里都是跟女朋友的合照和一些衣物。那不必解释有时会上来住个几天吧。

其实只是羡慕他们因为同居了两次的我没有成功的例子。没有什么可以比的只是一对情侣彼此之间怎么对待同居生活怎么相处这才是重点。

就这几天看见了一起开心的，你管我，我管你，我照顾你，你照顾我，她喊他的，她发他脾气的，他没出声也纳闷的但跟着后面，他帮她拿东西，她帮他洗衣，她叫他折衣服，她叫他冲凉，他叫她bii, bie, baby的..........被爱包围住几天的我实在有点难堪又兴奋。怎么说呢，难堪的是因为大家都是认识而他们依然是一起的；兴奋是自己至少还勉强开始相信以后的自己可以找到像他们般恩爱的一半。=)

是喜欢上朋友他们那边的生活，至少他们一起过得舒服开心有宿舍该有的感觉。在这里虽然是闷了些，少了某些宿舍该有的感觉，而且压力是比一般来得多来得重，少了跟朋友一起拼和k书的感觉总觉得不平均。不过是自己选择了就该继续坚持下去。想起五个月前的自己，想放弃今年，给自己一个更好的环境读书，到现在其实还是有些些为难不懂做对决定了吗。不是想逃避，只是其实只希望自己可以在更舒服的环境生活和读书。不过，我还是选择了，所以就这样好了。

最难为情的是某些话题不该牵涉的他们迁就的问了几句就算了。而且Wendy更是speechless般的笑着结束话题。是尴尬不过都很自然。=) 最有趣的是他们有PS3！什么世界！还有最新的PES 2012！Football根本就是玩不腻的game！两天还不给我玩到够.....但是说够吗其实不够啦当然！不过我知道我一定在去的！哈！

谢谢yj的serve，谢谢dan和sarah的drop&pick，谢谢wendy拿给我的杯水，谢谢melvin的ps3，谢谢zying的netbook，大家的笑点！I miss the life there!

After Daniel & Sarah dropped me at Kelana Jaya, took lrt and ktm, headed to Midvalley to buy tickets for movie, named ' What's your number? ', 7.15pm. Then headed back to tts after that, bath & done changing, out to Midvalley again with Jason, Pearlyn, Susan and Nataliee! =) because of the stupid ktm delayed for an hour, we failed to watch movie and wasted the 48bucks for the tickets! Well, we went to Carl's Junior for dinner and do window-shopping there for Jason's new basketball sneaker. Had my 4th Chatime with them again before back to Notts! So basically we out from the jungle just to have our dinner. lmao.

Best thing in life is that today, I received some craziest information from a friend.......and I was like " Oh my holly fuxkingggg shittttt GOSHHHHH~! o.O !! " crazy liao.....luckily......luckily....still remain 'draw' !

And sorry to Chelsea fc fans. 3-5 home defeat to Arsenal.. This is football, never predict, never judge it and comment until the referees blew the whistle. Arsenal down, ManU crashed, Blues collapsed ! o.O

Okay, last but not least, I miss outing! and someone gave me 10 reasons of why eating snacks at night were awesome. Especially, " when my parents happy, they'll give me money, when they give me money, i can go buy keropok again " SALUTE! see the others.........

1. it can make me full
2. I can go sleep without hungry
3. once i can sleep, I can get more energy the next day
4. I got enough energy. i can study well
5. when I study well, i can get good results
6. when i get good results, I will be happy
7. when i m happy, my parents will be happy
8. when my parents happy, they'll give me money
9. when they give me money, i can go buy keropok again
10. when i get the keropok, i dont need to suffer hungry during midnight again

.............as long as you feel happy and okie then go for it ! Kid ! =)
......don't deeraeee me!

tzesiong

Zouk and Happy Birthday Daniel ~ :)

First time to Zouk last night. Well, 3 bottles of Hennessy and 1 champagne ! Celebrated Daniel's Birthday all the way from Semenyih to Subang ! Fantastic party and hangover. Sober? nah we are not. :) Anyway, now I know why Zouk do it better than any other clubs. Salute ! I'll come back here for party real soooonn! hahaha. 

Sleep at 6am in the morning, woke up at 1pm in the evening and played PES 2012 for whole evening! Oh ya and Dota as well. lol. After that, Me, Daniel, Sarah, Yon Jian, Steven, Ba Ba, Wendy, Piao Piao, Melvin and his girlfriend, we went to Chillis at Bangsar for dinner and celebration. Ate a delicious and huge potion of lamb and mushroom jack combo not bad also weii.. :) and we non-stop refilling the chips and drinks! Damn crazy! What an expensive but delicious dinner! haha.

Happy Birthday Daniel ~ Happy 21st Birthday! May you and Sarah last and may all your wishes come true! Big blast and get fatter day-by-day. ahahaha. :D

tzesiong

sick..... I miss you! =O

walaoo I miss you!
. . . . text or talk to me now please!
o.O

and I'm sick! =S

tzesiong

month 6!

时间过得很快
就这样半年
还有6个月的时间我就读完啦
很快吧？

谢谢你的意见
谢谢你的聆听
=)

没有什么比喝酒来得快乐！
希望大家都开心的！

Happy Deepavali~

tzesiong

捐血 - 是习惯 。 。

又是新的一个星期
又快过了一个月
去了班，竟然坐在最后一排！
还是第一次

不代表不专心
只是......就想躲到后面
哈哈
*wave*
=)

今天还去捐血
不过因为有点喉咙痛
所以护士建议明天还是星期四再去
也是第一次
虽然有些紧张
不过O型血的人怎样都骄傲吧
希望以后会帮到别人

就这样的星期一
没什么特别
晚安
:)
穿的鞋美，穿的人更漂亮.

Tze Siong likes -

“ 互相寻找对方的眼神依然有在，
没有刻意，没有做作，没有理由，没有目的；
是真实，是礼貌，是温暖，是问候，是感觉，是习惯。。“

tzesiong

1 - 6 !!! o.O

在哪？
那搞笑的你在哪？

快告诉我，
你的MU不能用的？
noob的？lousy的？

谁喜欢输球的感觉？
1-6 更是难以接受...

“1-6 ! Cibai don't you mention 1-6 in front of me for the whole week if not I'll crush your head. I seriously meant it! ”

又回来这里了

希望我们一起加油

=)

tzesiong

你....

就只想看看你,
要你听我讲话...
因为我真的很想你...
hmmm.


tzesiong

記號 !

愛情是一種記號 也是一條單行道
總是想要的很多 得到的嫌太少
黑與白都一樣好 沒有誰絕對重要

偏偏人就愛比較 受的苦全自找
明明活得很好 卻感覺快死掉
你在哭 他在笑 多微妙

只有在體會愛的不完美 才能夠學會愛該怎麼給
給自己一個喘息的機會 也試著讓愛有路可退

當開始接受記憶裡的黑 流下了不完美的眼淚
才學會不怕後退後退 不再心碎

tzesiong

=)

drink it down.

swallow it all down.

wakeupplease.

howlongyouneedtotake?

tzesiong

decodable . o.O

凭什么？拼什么？
你在那里？

stresstomax..don'tfeellikebeinghere..stillthesamefeelingssameworriessamepressures..haih..hopeyouareherewithmeatleast igotsomeonetotalkwithandtosharewith..ireallyneedahugfromyou,sobadly..hmmmimissyoualot..saybyebyeandiloveyou?funny..hmmm..

tzesiong

=L

冷


=)

tzesiong

Sun..

Very tiring Sunday.
From Penang to Semenyih again.
Didn't really sleep much last night, only 3hours of sleeping time.
Once I reached Semenyih, straight change and go for basketball.
Although am tired but still....I miss basketball!
hahaha.
Alright end of the post.
tata..




tzesiong

我不想忘記你

我在向前走　卻像在退後
我在用想念　狂歡寂寞
越快樂就越失落　愛將我們高高舉起以後
再讓心　學會墜落
懷念著　寬闊的天空
雖然那裡　空氣很稀薄

我努力　想起你　笑著哭泣
讓自己　深愛你　再學會放棄
我不想忘記你　就算可以　我寧可記得所有傷心

我努力　想起你　哭也沒關係
用祝福　和感激　勇敢失去你
愛你這個決定　雖然艱辛　我不說對不起

一個人不懂　什麼是擁有
兩個人不懂　怎麼把握
越在乎就越脆弱　愛將我們高高舉起以後
再讓心　學會墜落
懷念著　寬闊的天空
雖然那裡　空氣很稀薄

毕业啦！！

毕业啦！！
哈哈！这句话好像来得有点迟吧？
还是来得太早？
不管怎样我还是毕业啦！=)

毕业典礼的感觉真不错！
虽然是读完了快一年，但还是有种感觉是昨天才刚读完diploma今天毕业典礼！
有爸妈妹和朋友一起过这么神圣的一天，是人生值得记载的一段回忆！
这就是我追求的，其实不必多隆重，但是今天总算是个正式的毕业典礼！

穿着毕业礼服；捧着花和熊；拍着照片；等着上台领文凭；领完后的心情；看着爸妈妹开心的样子；朋友说说笑笑的......

这就是人生，没有经历又哪有这么难忘的一刻呢？
所以说那RM180+RM150是值得的！
也谢谢爸爸妈妈妹妹送的花和大肥熊！
我爱您们！

想看照片就去facebook看看吧！=)

话说回来，
回来槟城的感觉最舒服不过了。
家里的一切是正常的，只不过爸爸生病了，咳了一段时间，快点好起来啦！
刚才去探望了我的孙！升级当舅舅啦！可爱的她嘴巴有一直在碎碎念的感觉。
好想快点结婚自己也生一个啊！开玩笑！哈哈！
明天要去partay啦！好多天都没有酒精下肚了...顶不顺啦吊子！哈哈！
好啦今天的post就这样简单！
掰！


tzesiong

10/10

Monday ! Woke up around 10.30am, go to class and lunch at SA as usual . Kinda moody for the whole day. Went back hostel around 1.30pm and stay home until 6pm. Then went to play basketball til night. Dinner with Nat aka my baby, Pearlyn, Adrian, Wendy and Qing Ying.
 

Kinda tired and body ache now. And my right knee is in pain now. Sigh. I need to get a knee guard when back to Penang this weekend. Ermmm nothing much I did today.

Last but not least, welcome to the world baby Jayden the new family member. My cousin brother's wife just gave birth to a child ! Well I shall visit him when I back Penang. =)

Currently addicted to F.I.R's song, named 眼泪闪烁! damn nice weiii...

tzesiong

just a hug .

If I were to say I got weird feelings on you, then . . . ?
. . . . hmmmm .
How much I wish you were here to hug me.
Just a hug, just a hug.


=')
 
tzesiong

Outing + chatting ! =)

Is weekend again ! I'm free ! Hahaha . Woke up around 11something in the morning, took the 12.15pm bus out to KL with Zoe to Pudu bus station and Pavillion later. I went to buy the bus ticket for next Thursday because I'm going back to Penang for my diploma convocation ! =D Hope it will be fun ! I wanna nonstop taking photos! YEAH! my memories thought. 

After buying my bus ticket, me and Zoe went to Pavillion for food ! We ate at Madam Kwan and then do window shopping there. Then later on, Natalie and Pearlyn joined us too. Met Jie Yong, Shu Phooi and Jue Han there! As well as Ah Saix and Yik! Fate ah ! =D

I bought myself a new pair of slipper from Padini . At first thought of buying a Quiksilver slipper but the price . . .  uhh hmmm..then 4 of us went to Chatime for bubble tea after that! damn nice weiii . =) and we went for a movie named " The Sorcerer and The White Snake " too . Not bad but is a love story based movie . Quite touching some parts and lots of flashback for me .Well, Zoe cried at the end of the movie ! Scared me weiiii....next thing I do was, " nah, tissue. o.O don't cry weii.... " hahaha .

best quotes in the movie,

" 如果你爱一个人，自己流泪就好，不要让他/她流泪。"

"难道我这样爱他/她有错吗？"

 "虽然我已经修炼了一千年，可这一千年，都不如跟你的一瞬间重要。."

Well, there are a lot of quotes in the movie but I like this one the most . and 黄圣依 damn seducing ah! =O hahaha.

After reached campus, me, Natalie and Pearlyn had our supper and nice chatting section with both them. Crazy jokes, love problems, and gossip about the others. lmao ! 

and now is time for me to sleep! I'm tired and yeah no need to set alarm for tomorrow again ! =))

tzesiong

Don’t lose hope that things will get better.

: never give up. There is no such thing as an ending. Just a new beginning. I think everyone at some point, goes through that one moment where they think “Oh God, I can’t do this”. But you know what? You can. No matter how close you are to the edge, no matter how badly you feel like giving up, or think it’s best to do so rather than have to put up with the pain - don’t. 

Don’t lose hope that things will get better. Don’t give up, because there is someone out there who will make you smile in a way no one else ever could. Keep that glimmer of hope alive in your heart, because someone is out there searching for your smile. So wipe your tears and keep your head held high.

=')

imy!

tzesiong

a week ! =O

Oh great I stopped blogging for almost a week! shit !
Kinda busy with meetings, CS fair, and my self-improvement plan.
And the Internet at hostel is getting slower and slower day by day!
That's sucks!

Anyway, I will continue update my blog tomorrow!
So see ya!

=)

I'm single but my heart, my mind and my soul are taken !

tzesiong

Thurs, Fri, Saturday !

Hey bloggie, sorry for ignoring you for few days . I was too busy last few days and got no time to update my blog . Out to uni until late and supper as well ! Oh no fats ! Haha .

Alright, I'll just briefly update what I did for the past few days . Hmmmm, played in the indoor court last Thursday night . Quite fun and I can reach the ring almost half of my palm ! I hope I can dunk so I think I need to put more effort on my jumping !  Ermmm the passion still there when I know I can jump higher !

Friday, went to the first Audit class in the morning . Then evening wanted to go for ice kacang at Broga but the shop is closed so headed to McDonald for so ice cream and fries . The whole night at SA, supper with Qing Ying, and help Yang for the CS Fair preparation .

Saturday, great weekend because I don't need to set my alarms and I woke up around 3something in the evening! hahaha ! Then headed to SA for late lunch, online and my Hong Kong series ! I finally finish watching 怒头街火 ! LMAO ! so outdated ni~ Well, I start watching 原来爱上贼 again . Honestly, I got a lot of articles and reading to do but I'm lazy ! @.@ Week 1 so . . . . . . you know . Then night, dinner with Natalie and Pearlyn . Both of them are crazy !! Anyway, they make my night interesting with all the broken Chinese language and lame jokes . And I learnt some new words, " kit- si " , " papa-dae " and bla bla bla . .

Well, just in a week time I know quite some number of new friends . Better a friend than an enemy, right? =) May everyone have a great weekend and be happy !

Quote of weekend , 

" 分手后，依然稱讚男友的好，是一個好女人最起碼的素質。不要潑婦駡街，不要怨天尤人，是你的，終究是你的，只要他能真的幸福，你也會開心。無論別人怎麼對他品頭論足，我依然會站在他身邊，支持他，因為我曾經看到了全部的他，請讓流言止於智者，謝謝大家：）"

And Hi October !

tzesiong

过去其实重要吗？

今天，有个朋友问了我，

其实分了手的男女朋友，
过了一段时间，
其实还可以在一起吗？
不会觉得怪怪或是尴尬的吗？

都懂其实如果感觉都在，
那过去的是过去的，
一段感情在乎是否会有将来，
过去其实有什么重要呢？
害怕吵架时常会提到以前的问题？
难道经得起考验的爱情，
还会因为过去而犹豫自己要的是什么吗？
吵是无可避免但冷静下来其实过去难道有这么重要吗？
时间会不停的流逝，人也会不断的改变。

就算过了很久，
如果两人还是单身的，
其实还在不在一起是另一回事，
那感觉才是真正决定两人之间的爱情。

这纯粹是我的本身的观念和观点。
虽然我和我朋友的观念和观点都有些偏差，
想法也未必一样，
但每个人对爱情的想法都有一定的限制，
我也不会说我朋友是错的，
也不会勉强我朋友去接受我的想法。

毕竟我还是一个敢爱敢恨的人。
所以其实重不重要只要自己知道有改变了，
接受自己了就会让别人接受自己，
那过去其实重要吗？

矛盾的我其实开始有些怀疑自己的想法，
不过第一个想法不就是每个人常说的，
是自己的想法吗？我可以说，是！

=)

tzesiong

Day two - Year 3

Hellllloooo people !

Is day 2 for the semester ! I woke up around 11something in the morning, make myself a cup of coffee and ate crackers as brunch . Went to uni after an hour for lunch and went to International Business Strategy class . Well I was there to scout if this subject is easy for me as an optional module but I found it quite boring. . . ? lol. Anyway, I won't decide so fast whether to drop or to take this module after I attend the Human Resource Management I class this Thursday? But I learned something new today, what a quote from the lecturer,

` Act locally, think globally . `

After IBS class, went to Advance Financial Reporting ! Errrmmmm I think is tough too? aiiyyaaaa every paper also hard what.. =S Then after the class, Simon joined me to basketball with the mates . But too bad the courts were booked for the Fresher Week so we just managed to play one game . And then rush back to bath and out to Kai Xuan and Lynnett's Birthday celebration ! Had my very first time of Sushi King at Leisure Mall . And is too embarrassing to tell them I never been to a Sushi King restaurant so I just remained silence. LOL! That was my first time to that mall too! Not bad though kinda looks like Island Plaza?

Great celebration, make new friends, crap and talk nonstop and took a lot of photos as well . Can't wait for Lee Ni to upload those photos . =)  And you know what, my first time to Sushi King is FOC ! YEA free of charge ! Well, we told that waiter to make out bills for both table but I guess he miscalculate and forget to add one of our tables in ! I know is bad to walk out from the restaurant but . . . . as a business student . . . urmmmhhuuhhh . . . okie . . .  Happy Birthday Kai Xuan and Lynnett, so end of the story . hahahaha .

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喜欢粉红色的，更喜欢那改变许多的你 . .

其实没有什么比看见你开心更自在 . .

没有任何一句话比听见你对我说你好来得开心 . .

我希望我们可以永远这样 . .

=)

tzesiong

Day one - Year 3

Well, I sleep kinda late last night after talking to Jeff & Vincent, they are my neighbors now! Woke up around 10am in the morning and went to Financial Market class at 11am . First day class was amazing and fun ! After the class, I went to drop my bank draft at the Finance Office and lunch ! Then went to computer lab to check my optional module and took the change module enrollment form . I decided to change International Finance to International Business Strategy I ~!! =D

A lot of new faces around the uni and I'm meeting new friends again ! It's quite crowded during the lunch time and dinner time at SA but it's better than too silence like the past summer holiday .

I was sitting at SA whole day, online and watching my Hong Kong Movie series . And what's next, basketball for sure in the evening ! :) At first we decided not to play because of the rain but ended up I still went to play with the mates . Then dinner with Ah Chan and a new friend named, Gates, yea you are right, Bill Gates, I said to him what a nice name and you are rich . lmao!

Just finish tidy and took some photos of my room .

=)

bed !

gosh I look like a kid in this photo . >.<

Anyway, am I lonely or boring here ? Not really, why ?

hi, call me Sofie ! haha .

haha . cute right ? my calender .

Alright end of the first day of Year 3 with a good night kiss to everyone !

Muackzx ~!

tzesiong

Semenyih ! . . . again !

Semenyih !
. . . the new faces, the new life, the new living environment, the new start for Year 3.
I reached around 7pm just now, dropped my stuff and straight off to uni for food !
I'm so so so hungry that time so decided not to clean my room today but tomorrow and straight go for food !
This is not lazy but . . . . indolent !
LMAO! Same meaning isn't it ?
=)
Anyway, I promised myself I will clean and tidy so I will do it !
有点点洁癖的人是这样的.

After dinner, went to lab to print out my tempo timetable !
What kind of timetable in this autumn?
Monday to Friday got classes !!
But luckily Monday class is at 10am .
Pheeewww !

Here goes the next journey .
Flying color or fuck-it-up you choose Mr. Shawn ?
lol .

Alright end of the post,
Thanks daddy that drive me to the bus station again,
Thanks mummy that keep nag me and help me on my stuffs plus cleaning my basketball shoes ! That's touching to the max !
Thanks sister for helping me to carry the shoes and locking the door. I know you are emo because I'm leaving. muahahahahahah !
Thanks the devil that accompany the whole trip down to kl .
I love you all !



Okay chaoo chaoo and good night peeps !
=)

tzesiong

好累.


tzesiong

根本不想走.
=(

tzesiong

1天. . .

最后1天.
很不开心.
hmmm.

tzesiong

. . farewell .

=')

tzesiong

矛盾

剪短了头发
希望你们是觉得好看的

不喜欢开学
因为很压力
不过自己也想快快读完
所以好矛盾

=）

tzesiong

請你給我好一點的情敵 !

don't feel surprise with my post title !
is name of this song !
new and nice !
thumbs up !

這已經不是我第一次聽到她的名字
你是我們共同愛上的浪子
其實我並不真的在乎
與別人一起佔有你
我並不真的介意你的吻也蓋著別人的印記

如果這是你不能逃避的宿命
就請你給我好一點的情敵
至少讓我擁有競爭的樂趣
至少讓我相信 被遺棄有被遺棄的道理

這已經不是我第一次聽到她的故事
你是我們共同愛上的主題

其實我並不真的難過 與他人一起分享所有
我並不真的害怕 你的愛左顧右盼牽牽掛掛

如果這是你不能逃避的宿命
就請你給我好一點的情敵
至少讓我擁有競爭的樂趣
至少讓我相信 被遺棄有被遺棄的道理

如果這是我不能躲閃的結局 我只要求給我好一點的情敵
至少讓我擁有完美的嫉妒
至少讓我感覺 有另一人 足以匹配我的孤獨 我的孤獨
    

tzesiong

不要回去啦 !

输了 .
只得了第四 .

又一个星期了 .
最后的几天在这里 .
我不要回去啦啦啦啦啦 ！


tzesiong

. . . don't wanna go back to jungle !

lost the semi-final game .
expected though playing against the defending champion 捷丰 .
but still got 3rd placing to fight for this Sunday .
hope we can do it .
well, great supper with my mates yesterday night after the game too .
the tournament gonna end real soon so all the best everyone .

and I don't wanna go back to jungle !
hmmmm.
tzesiong

中秋节快乐

赢了

83 - 68

星期三是定正/副门主

星期五肯定四强了

加油吧大家

这几天都累坏了

虽然是真的很无知
勇气在哪？

hmmm,

祝全世界的华人中秋节快乐

=)

tzesiong

. . . . 不是这样的

感觉好怪 .
不喜欢现在的自己 .
是不是怕闷是不是害怕安静,
所以根本忽略了自己心里的原则?
我知道自己不是这样的 .

tzesiong

thanks .

thanks for the luck.
=)

tzesiong

=)

有时顽固

是好还是不好？

难道你心里不会不舒服？

这个星期六想成为我第一个乘客的人打电话给我吧

 =)
tzesiong

少了 .

冷冷清清未必是最好

简简单单也未必是不好

只是好像，

少了某些东西

明天开始就有比赛了

希望大家可以打得很好

=)

tzesiong

the climb

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=)
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=)

this is the karma for playing all your ex(s) .
you deserve this .
=)


tzesiong

=')

如果
有一天
医生告诉你
你以后会有"青光眼"的可能
你会怎么面对？
你会告诉谁？



=')

tzesiong

C':

我给你的你用不着了
你也失去该有的快乐

付出的温柔再不属于我
你无福消受谁应该难过

没事了 没事吗 坚强得太寂寞
脑袋空空 难道是我要的结果

爱给了我什么 没沉沦就超脱
爱不能伤害我 还是我没爱过
我没做错什么 却把一切错过
你是爱不起我 我也对不起我

不敢看你就尝试看破
别让伤口有机会发作
为小说剧情而惊心动魄
好证明泪腺还没有萎缩

没事了 没事吗 自爱得太寂寞
一身清白 难道是我要的结果

爱偷走我什么 没损失更失落
爱不能伤害我 是福气还是祸
我没胆量犯错 才把一切错过
你没能留住我 我却对不住我

有爱情，便全心对待，没有爱情，也一个人惬意。学会一个人生活，不论身边是否有人疼爱。做好自己该做的，有爱或无爱，都安然对待。缘份到了，伸手便去抓住，缘份未到，就去为自己营造一个温馨的小世界。爱情，本就是件宁缺勿滥的事，急不得，急不得。

tzesiong .

o.O 2 + staunch .

went to the follow-up check-up this evening .
the doctor said might slightly affect my left eye sight even if is fully recover .
hm .
at least I can still see?
think positive I know .
is not that bad overall right ?
-.-
hm .
but still feel the pain on my left eye .
this Friday is the last appointment with the doctor .
hope I will recover asap .
I hate going to hospital ! !
sigh .
I can only talk to my blog about my feelings now .
anyone willing to listen to me?

:']

Anyway,
I'll still stay strong even I'm alone all the time right now .
I know I can do it . and yah, love, will never have the chance to knock me down again right now .
never , I promise .

staunch ,
is the word to end today's post .

I wonder . . .


tzesiong

eye o.O + frisbee !

injured my left eye badly .
went to Island Hospital for eye tests .
its scary btw .
hope I'll be fine .

Anyway,
congrats to 'Forever 21' team that won the Beginner Frisbee Tournament .
that's our team !
first tournament first champion !
proud .

Thanks to Soo Peng that teaches me so much in frisbee !
I <3 frisbee !

but still,
I <3 basketball  too !

=)


tzesiong .

=)

=)
" beautiful " is the word for today .

" never leave something good to find something better, because once you realize you had the best, the best has found better . "

tzesiong

:J

【这么简单的一句话， 会让心如此暖 】

1、想你了，真的。
2、没什么事，就想听听宝贝的声音。
3、快去吧，我就站在这等你。
4、乖乖上课，快下课了给我短信，我过来接你。
5、我会努力挣钱，养你。
6、左手被你枕的有点麻了，我换一只手。
7、盖好被子，别着凉了。
8、我们私奔吧，就现在。

tzesiong