I ♥ basketball .

Good morning !
lol .
today is the second time I go to university so early . 7am !
the first time . . . hm . . charity carnival . =)

the early morning physical training today was really a disaster .
but I still managed to survive . congrats . lol .
although I nearly vomit after the last part, the 5 rounds of sprint as punishment .
@.@

and after so long, I still feel the pain on my left knee .
Hell no please don't haunt me and free me from the pain please !
I should go buy a knee guard just in case . . . . .
hopefully I'll be fine .
=)

I ♥ basketball .
I ♥ you .

tzesiong .

@.@

One word ,

Tired !

Good night .


tzesiong .

Food .

It's time to list out what me and my friends ate in the last 2 days !

First day

went to 点心之家 to have their breakfast but I guess they don't really like it . I was late because I overslept and they went there themselves quite late so the food was like so unpalatable~! =(

after breakfast, they decided to go Bukit Bendera but too bad the sky welcome them with a heavy rain~ end up they went to Neway, Queensbay Mall for karaoke.. I reached around 2pm because havta wait for the stupid rain to stop!

next station, Genting Coffee Shop at Island Glades, Penang . no doubt, the best Chee Cheong Fun in Penang was the food I recommended . click on the link for more information . It really taste good !! ~ am missing it right now ! And before they depart back to KL, they went to pack it home ! Great ! haha . After Chee Cheong Fun, we went to the shop beside it to eat Taohua .

next, Laksa at Perak Lane. its kinda disappointing because of the poor tasteless laksa soup . really out of my expectation the soup that day was like so tasteless . ish . em' so guilty and sorry to take them to that place . I promise next time I will bring them to a better one . paiseh hurhh .

jalan jalan, Penang Road Cendol is the next one . click on the link for more information . while we were eating, a video shooting guy wanted to take a short video of us eating the cendol and later he said 'see' youself on the Penang International Airport commercial screen ! we were like, what?! nice wor . hahaha . funny ehh .

night, we went to Tiong Lor (Macalister Road) for 'buffet' ! lmao . click on the link for more information .

- 4 places of orhh-chen (fried oyster)

- 2 places of char keow teow (fried keow teow)

- 2 bowls of curry mee

- 2 bowls of zhu cheong cok (pig intestines porridge-猪肠粥)

- 20 pieces of chicken wings

- 1 plate of 3 lor bah, 3 heh chi, 2 fish balls, 1 tao gua, 1 lap cheong

- 4 pieces of poh pian

- 20 sticks of satay

- 1 plate of seoul hu (烧鱼) with okra

- 1 plate of see ham

I guess I didn't miss out any other food? =)

After that, we went to Straits Quay ! the last time I was there is during new year eve . miss the nice view anyway. hm. Then I decided to stay over at the condo with them and its great talking with Jo-Ann and Swee Loo until 2.30am . hehe . =)

Second day

early morning, went to eat Hokkien Mee as breakfast at the Kedai Kopi Classic . click on the link for more information . no doubt, another delicious Penang food ever ! Why delicious? Of course  it’s all about the secret of the broth . A lot of people don't know the secret why the soup is so amazingly nice . Wanna know the secret behind? haha . come approach me I will tell ya . xp

after breakfast they decided to go to Bukit Bendera again ! with the new cable car on, the time to reach the top is now shorten and the well-functioning air conditioner quite impress me because I felt comfortable in there . we took quite some number of photos and I really can't wait to see them ! =) Hmmm. the last time I was there....err...can't remember..many years ago ! lol . 

move move move, next place is the Laksa at AirItam Market but unfortunately the shop is closed . end up we went to eat White Curry Mee at Abu Siti Lane . not only the curry mee is nice, the Hainanese Chicken is also another popular dish there . Ho-chiak went there once if you guys notice the sticker given by 8tv to the shop . so I don't need to describe much on this . hahah . and of course, I would never forget to recommend the Abu Siti Lane Coconut to my fello friends since the! lmao ! click on the link for more information .

After lunch, we went to buy Tambun biscuits at Him Heang (馨香餅家) and that was the end of the trip, with a heavy rain, again ! lol . click on the link for more information .

Last,

nice meeting everyone and I had a lot of fun with you guys ! haha .

come again next time kay !

=)

tzesiong . 

=)

Finally I am back at Penang .
I thought the very first post to post is I'm Back or something like welcome home .
But out of the blue I posted something me myself promised wouldn't do it when creating this blog .
I break my own pledge but is just fine because that will be the very last post .
And now I understand how my best friend in US feels .
Definitely not good at all .

Alright,
now
is
the
time
to
say

HI
PENANG !
Wooottt !
=)

Lmao!

First thing to share is I met 6 new friends in 2days!
....is amazing and fantastic right?

Kang Ling, Lik Yin, Jo-Ann, Jenz, Celestia & Swee Loo?

Hope you guys enjoy these 2days in Penang! =)
But I guess you all satisfied with all those delicious foods here right?!
Yeeoooorrr! *kang ling's quote!*
Can't wait to see those photos !
Haha .

Em' gonna list out what you guys eat later!
going to dinner now!
chao!

=)

tzesiong .

曾经

女问：你还好吗？你又emo了吗？

男答：还好啊..

男问：怎么这两天我觉得你怪怪的？

女答：做么酱讲呢？没什么。 放心，只是想到我们之间的事。

男问：想到什么事？

女答：不少

........

连续两个晚上，男女都说了彼此的内心话...

女不停的哭.......

男又开始犹豫了.......

____________________________________________________________________________

男想：

曾经我放开了

你回来告诉我这一切

让我对你又抱着了希望

觉得你在考虑某些事情

可是结果你却说是我问了所以你才告诉我的

这到底是怎么？

怎么你把话说成这样呢？

怎么是你对我说的，结果被你说成是我一直放不开你？

这到底是什么？

那两天晚上你对我说的那番话时

有替我想过我的感受吗？

如果你一心只是要告诉我，那我的心情值得你顾虑吗？

是考试期间，怎么我的感受对你来说不再重要吗？

我一直都不是很坚强

我一直很努力的原本什么都不再想

可是你回来告诉我这一切的，你记得吗？

你让我感觉到你还很在乎我们的感情所以我决定呆了这阵子看你的想法

结果现在我似乎什么都不是...


爱到最后你告诉全世界我一直都对你很差

爱到最后你告诉全世界你受过的种种委屈

曾经的我，

曾经的我受过更多的委屈

受过更多难听的话

我从来都没对任何人抱怨过

也不曾想过在任何一个地方写来告诉任何人

因为在多委屈我都可以忍受

可是爱到现在记载在你嘴边的身边的脑海里的

都是这一些事情

想想你做过的

我什么都没说过

我原谅 我静静的接受

也永远没提起

不是我装伟大

是因为再多的委屈是我对你爱的考验

怎么我都选择不去想有多委屈有多难受

怎么我们经过这么多考验了

你看到我的改变了也原谅了

到最后还是你说了没有任何事情可以让这些曾经伤害你的事变得未发生的事

我放下的尊严自尊我不想用任何一句形容词来表达它



情人节的那天我叫你看了一段短片

然后回答我里面的问题

之后的我说了对不起有时对你差了我让你委屈了

但是你却告诉我的"..As long as be with you..It's all nothing..."

但是现在你写的"有些事情，并不是说，可以说忘就忘", "一些事情,并不能那么容易被遗忘"

当心里还有我的你怎么都是好的

现在的你却什么都只有不好的

我对你的好只有那短短的"曾经，你也对我好", "谢谢你，曾经对我的好"


就算现在的我胃在痛我也很幼稚的想把它写完

因为我只想都你说这最后的话
____________________________________________________________________________

男想：

曾经，我不相信身边朋友给的忠告，给了很多信任，一直呆在你身边相信你

曾经，我们一起去新加坡旅行，看你整晚拥在别人怀抱里，一整晚的路程你都不理我，我忍着痛也一直守在你身边

曾经，就算我们在好，我表白两次，你都拒绝了我两次，我退了却让全世界以为我背叛你跟前女友一起

曾经，你告诉我你很爱我，可是因为前男友，你哭了，可是我收在心里静静的

曾经，我被全部人说我追自己好朋友的前女友，被很多人说我可能是代替品解闷的对象，我静静的没说怕你不开心

曾经，有人在你妈妈面前说了我的不好，我很在意所以更害怕面对他们，但是我很努力的去克服，结果在你妈妈眼中我一直是个不好的

曾经，我放下尊严，改变了自己的处事态度和性格，连朋友都吓倒了，可是你朋友一约你出去，一通电话你把我抛开了

曾经，你开始大声吼我，我很少吼回你，只是冷静的说了："怎么你这么凶?"

曾经，从一开始知道你和他有互传简讯，我静静的

曾经，发现你和他都很怪时，自己知道，还问你怎么你(看到他)脸红了，身体也不自然的倾向其他地方，可是我却装着不知道，努力的相信自己想多了

曾经，我让女在家外面等了几个小时，可是每次开门以后心里只想着希望她一辈子的时间永远不要走出那道门

曾经， 女在我面前哭着的时候，我吼了她，女要求见我但我把门关上不理她，要她不要在我面前哭，要她滚，其实都是气话，之后的我却自己心疼的问为何吼她，结果还是去抱了她，之后想了弄鸡蛋煮蘑菇汤让她顺顺气，她原谅了我

曾经，分手前的几天，女要求见我但我把门关上开了很大声的歌不理她，因为我发现怎么我一看她的电脑，她就会很不自在而且会minimize一些东西，我想多了，害怕会对你骂所以选择控制情绪不理了你

那是曾经也是事实

____________________________________________________________________________

最后的一段话

be true to me, be true to everyone .

bye .


tzesiong .

last day .

done packing and its all empty now .

although will be coming back on this friday to get my jerseys and sneaker for training .
but gonna stay at campus after that .

less than 5hours I will be at Penang .
hopefully everything will be fine with my new life there .
and wish me have a safe trip back to Penang .

bye .

=)


tzesiong .

last 2 day here .

Wow !
2 days .
so fast .

@.@


tzesiong .

to him .

Better are the wounds of a friend,
than the deceitful kisses of an enemy .

Best of luck in your last paper .

:)

we are still friend, aren't we?

tzesiong .

: )

如果这么做是很傻的话 .

那我应该爱得你太傻了 .

祝福你 .

=)


tzesiong .

All down . last 3 days here .

Finally, all done all clear .

went to Midvalley with my friend,
watched ff5 at last .
nice movie with a friend,
and with an indescribable feelings .
as if anyone understand how I feel .

Anyway,
am satisfied with my dinner because I had my very first McD after more than 3weeks !

will be busy for this coming summer break !
lol .
xD



tzesiong .

you .

希望你永远快乐...
uoyevoli .
take care .

=)


tzesiong .

5 down, 1 to go .

just finish the 5th paper today .

tomorrow will be the last one, Financial Reporting .

wish everyone out there best of luck .

and I hope that tomorrow will not be the end of the world?

Anyway, just in case anything happens tomorrow,

I love my dad, my mum, my sista, my grandpa grandma, my demon, my buddies, my close friends, and all my ex(s) ! 

lmao! 

Alright in case people forget how I look like,

end this post with a random photo taken 1 week ago

just to say ' hi ' and ' don't forget me! ' .

*touch wood!*

lalala .

=)

Hi . lol .

=)

tzesiong .

5201314

if ya really know what I mean .

=)

tzesiong .

Last 4 days here!

Here ,
if you really understand what I mean by the word 'here' ,
do ya ?
=)

and I can't believe that I am still playing dota during exam period .
I am in a after-exam mood now?
Probably yesh . >.<
Weirdo .
Hope that I won't fail the next 2 papers?

Anyway,
good luck in the next 2 papers .


good night world .
may all the people around me be safe and healthy .
peace .
o.Ov

tzesiong .

a i .

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

`*不要随便牵手，
`*更不要随便放手



Notes by 愛、文章's

tzesiong .

what a moment like this .
everything is nice and easy .
thank ya Ben that dropped me to uni this evening
thank ya my friends that accompany me whole day at SA .
thank ya my window media player to play me nice songs for the whole evening .
thank ya 'dota' that gave me some excitement & confidence today .
thank ya Bryan that delivered nuggets for me as supper .
and thanks to the demoniac J that nonstop provoke me !
hahaha .

Anyway,
am so high right now .
how much I hope the feelings will stay .
LOLxxxx .

good night .
take care .

bite me will ya?
next week? next month? next...?

*bite!*

=)

tzesiong .

love <.3

You don't really need strength to let go of something. What you really need is understanding. Sometimes we just have to let go of someone who matters to us not because we want to but because we have to, because it’s the right thing to do. Let us remember that we can’t force anyone to love us. We can’t beg someone to stay when he/she wants to leave and be with someone else. This is what LOVE is all about. However, the end of love is not the end of life. It should be the beginning of understanding that LOVE LEAVES FOR A REASON, BUT NEVER LEAVES WITHOUT A LESSON.

=)

By : Wisdom Quotes 

  

tzesiong .

梦一场

我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺

我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活

只是这样的日子

同样的方式

还要多久

我们改变了态度而接纳了对方

我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想

只是这样的日子

还剩下多少

已不重要

时常想起过去的温存

它让我在夜里不会冷

你说一个人的美丽是认真

两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样

像梦一场

我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方

我能原谅

你的荒唐

荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样

如梦一场

我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶

让你去疯

让你去狂

让你在没有我的地方坚强

让我在没有你的地方疗伤

tzesiong .

=)

Random - University life

I feel so great today .
Definitely cool and fantastic .

=D

I went to uni around 3.30pm to have my lunch .
Online and chill with my friends at Student Association Building .
After that went to play basketball~!
It was like 4 or 5 days I din 'date you' already! =(
But 'you' are always the one who never will leave me and be there when I needed 'you' .

After playing I went back to hostel and take a bath then back to uni for dinner .
I ate pasta and Arabic rice as my dinner ! @.@
Imagine that, 12bucks is not the main concern but is the potion of the food !
Hahaha !
Fat lorrrr!

And now ,
I nonstop suffering muscles cramp on my right leg .
Someone come massage me please ?

=)


tzesiong .

~

决定 .


犹豫了这么多天，总该来个做决定的时候了....


宁可让自己过得如此不舒服，那倒不如自己来给自己一个答案....






其实答案很明显，不过总是不晓得


为什么你永远会在这样的时候说出让人来不及防备的内心话


给我来个措手不及


但之后的你却又过着跟平时一样的生活....


这到底是代表着什么 ?






或许这是我想看到你过得很快乐的生活 ?


又或许是很自私的想要去妒忌你现在的生活 ?


我知道我不该自私的想拥有和霸占你内心短暂想过的一切


但是为什么你不给我机会抽离就狠狠的给我挂了一巴掌 ?






我搞不清楚自己的角色


我该努力忘记你还是装这一副若无其事的等待那一天的到来


我无法应对让我生活混乱的你


我更无法忍受那些莫名其妙侵袭的情绪






其实我没有怨过你告诉我你内心想着的一切


因为有时候当一些情绪越是不想被别人知道时


这道感觉这种情绪只有自己心里知道有多重要






在人前，我选择了微笑


在人后，我选择了坚强






其实我只想过得很单纯


不想拥有世人的伤感情绪


不想你我过着遍体鳞伤的生活


我不再那么的勇敢


我害怕去承受我们之间迷茫困惑的信念


虽然我一直抱着期待


因为我不懂


那卑微的感觉


几时会席卷而来






但是


我知道这一切

对你来说


其实一点都并不重要

written on the 15th May .

but em busy to post it .

=]



tzesiong .

where were you .

当我最需要你的时候

你在那里 ?



不习惯一个人读书

更不习惯很多

一个人的时候

不过

我挨过了

=')




tzesiong .

4 down, 2 to go !

Yeah!
4 down, 2 to go .
:)



tzesiong .

3 more

3 down, 3 to go !
Best of luck everyone .

tzesiong .

Emotional .

Yesterday night seriously not my night, after so long..........
lol .
one word, emotional .

Anyway,
thanks to Nicole Chang, the future psychologist to talk to me and brain-wash me.
I'll be fine .

:)

CHEER yor !

tzesiong .

*shake head*

Nice talk with Jac and Bryan .


How much I wish I could continue staying here .
But I know is not the right time to say this again .


Like what the song says, up to you .
Decision is always on your hand .
Although everything starts to haunt me again and again,
. . . day by day .

I did try my very very best,

But . . . . . . . . . . .

I think everything is moving on the right track . . .

So . . . . . . . . . . . .


`....Life is too short, so live it up, drink it down, party hard, smoke alot, break the rules, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh loudly, have fun, make memories and never forget or regret anything that once make you smile :) ...` , (Jacqueline Mcdonald , 2011).

Yup , I drink, I partahh, break the rules, kiss and love , have fun and make memoriez .
I should traa smoking one day . xp
Most probably on my 21st birthday because am an adult ! lol .
I know I will . wooottt !


I guess 'fuck hard' is missing . lmao !


I know you do fuck !
Ya I seriously mean you, that is reading my blog now !
Fuck hard but play safe baby .
I do believe not everyone will be so pull-out-pro-effective . . .
. . . . . . like me ! lol .
-_____- nonsense .

why is this dirty note on my blog ? -.-
stop the crap tzesiong ! muahahahahahahaha .

Anyway,
to my rare visitors, drop a word at the chatbox please .
and best of luck to people who is having exam tomorrow .

oh ya,
水点多喝
咙喉的己自好顾照

家大. .

-.-


and when will be the next 'robber incoming' ? =)


hahaha . weird ending though . lol .

=)


tzesiong .

Gang? hm. =')

我对您们来说到底是什么？



嗯，是我想太多还是...？

其实我在乎的是怎么一瞬间什么都变了

我们相处久了才真正算是好朋友

现在，

我还是吗？



我一直告诉自己

只是很普通的group

可能我不方便在

所以没有了我

但是我怎么都一直觉得很不舒服

不是生气不是愤怒

我不懂那是什么



我懂我真的把您们都看得很重要

不然今年拍的第一张合照不会出现在这里吧？

=(



Honestly,
I feel like being left out . why?
...hmm
perhaps, I am thinking to much?

=')


Tzesiong .

apology .

Woooottt ~
after so long I never vaccum and mop the floor,
today, I did ~ LOL!

Probably it would be the very last time for me to mop this room because I am moving out to new house at tts5 next semester . I'mma guuunna own a SINGLE room! ~grats! :)

By the way, to whom it may concern, sorry for the mistaken irreverence status posted and hope the misunderstanding has been resolved.

Sincerely from the bottom of my heart .

:)

tzesiong .

4 more .

2 down, 4 to go !
Gambateh everyone !

tzesiong .

5 more .

One down, 5 to go !

=)

tzesiong .

Exam .

Tomorrow will be the first day of exam for Semester 2 Year 2 .

Honestly, I got no confidence at all to attempt this coming exam .

I will do my very best though .

Anyway, 
good luck & all the best to people that having exam .

:)


tzesiong .

爱 .

人，
越长大越难和另一个人在一起。。


不是因为条件，还是有人喜欢你，也不是因为对爱情死心，但是你也活得比以前更好，不再那么任性，更像在投资的艺术品。。


突然听到的某首歌，会让你不自禁模糊了视线。。一些场景，一些气息，始终无法忘怀。。


闭上眼睛吹蜡烛的时候，总是希望身边有另一个人一起许愿。。一些客气的场合，话题围绕着你单身的原因。。而他们最后给出的结论，你在心里面笑了，因为你现在懂自己要什么，所以其他人都不挑？


其实你自己知道，为什么不能好好谈一场恋爱。。就是因为你太清楚自己是怎样的人了，所以不会再轻而易举把自己交出去。。就像是，有一天你发现跌倒以后的伤口，会开始留下疤痕，于是走路时不敢再大步跨出去？

因为，你惯性太强、记性太好。。认识一个人很简单，忘记一个人很困难。。


以前的我们，会很冲动的很想对方出现在面前； 现在的我们，就算聊了一整晚的天，虽然很开心，即使心中有波动也是忍住让对方的前进。。但是还有一杀那的想放下现在的一切，回到以前的生活。。


以前最有兴趣的话题是对方的过去，现在会先关心的是这份感情有没有未来。。


所以，现在有空的时候，我宁愿上网等着你的出现，但也是不愿让你觉得自己很在乎什么。。安慰自己，有朋友就够了，一个人生活也很好。。


如果有一天当那个人出现时，你反而会开始慌张、害怕。。


因为我害怕打扰你的生活，不过，既然如此了，如果惯性的我们一直被感觉牵动的话，那我就这样吧。。


每一段记忆，都有一个密码。只要时间，地点，人物组合正确，无论尘封多久，那人那景都将在遗忘中重新拾起。。


你也许会说“不是都过去了吗？”其实过去的只是时间，你依然逃不出去。。


只要，曾经的我在你脑海里短暂的出现过，就算是一分钟，或是一场梦，我也已经很满足了。。


因为，
我真的了解这种心情。。


其实我真的很想谈一场永不分手的恋爱，就算吵架，就算生气，就算分开，也会再在一起。。就算我们很忙，就算我们很累，只要见到彼此就会温馨一笑，永远的就在一起。。我真的想谈一场永不分手的恋爱，我们怎样都会一直走下去。。如果有机会，我会想对你说：对你的感觉它一直都在。。

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