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最終話

你过得好吗？

你过得好吗？
:)

tzesiong

原来我走不出.....

最近都忙着练球啦
今天总算有时间上网写blog..

去UK的时间越来越近..
想拍很多好看好看的照片

打很好很好的球

三分，内线，中距离都要好好把握

今天总算有routine可以跑

好想念以前练球的我们

虽然现在是跟新队友

不过感觉还是很好

以为过了中学college就不会有机会在这样练球

现在还是同样的觉得是不是大学后就不会在打球

哈哈哈

人会变但是对篮球始终如一

球鞋都烂了但是就是舍不得换

这双鞋是在我对篮球最失望的时候它陪着我

让我觉得有成就感的一双鞋

好希望自己可以好好的很珍惜它

=)

这几天

看着球聊了很多过去

原来以前的事情我都记得清清楚楚

好心疼

朋友说我宠坏了你

但是我觉得我都做得很好

可是为什么在你心里我一直都不好了？

记得自己问过

如果我只做到80%的好

你可以不要因为我20%的不好就放开我吗？

很好的一句话

当爱你的时候可以没有理由

当不爱你的时候其实可以很多理由

我不强求你

可以不介意你犹豫

可是为什么？

原来我走不出我们的影子；

原来我走不出我们的过去；

..........就算我多么爱上一个人

tzesiong

没有你的日子

生活只有朋友的日子
那就是单身而且没有你的日子

看起来精彩许多
不过实际上是缺少了很多火花

看球少了个伴
吃东西少了个伴
想要去看电影似乎找不到伴
想去海边吹风听海浪声也似乎少了一些味道

没有你的存在
在这里的生活是少了感觉
虽然是很轻松很自在
可是那点点滴滴怎么都很难去忘记？

你脸上的笑容
你拍的照片
还是像日出般的美

憔悴的我很难去面对一个充满笑容的你
朋友劝我应该找回你
诚意般的挽回你
珍惜自己想要过一辈子的人
不过我没有想打扰你的生活
也不想于你再纠缠不清

虽然你一直都无法接受我做过的错
可是我脑里全是我们对彼此的好
难道你想到的都是我的不好？

这下子你让我好想恨你 
就算在恨你那又如何？
越是恨你越是忘记不了你说过的一切

我接受事实
我接受你放弃我
我接受你放开我
我接受你不再爱我
我接受你现在想的不会是我
我接受你不会像以前一样的迁就我

我说过我不会在为你流一颗眼泪
就算是流泪
我也会流得比之前潇洒
打从我翻身走开那一刻
是我这阵子对你最失望的一刻

看回以前你送给我的每样东西
写的画过的每一页曾经
我真的无法控制自己
就算和自己喜欢的人一起看
在她面前我也忍不住哭了
我无法忘记一切

我真的好想你
也真的很恨你
不要告诉我你不会回想那一切
只是你比我更早放开了

真心的祝福你

tzesiong

Road trip with the sopo ahhhhh pommmmm! ♥

Back to my blog again.......!!

After the amazing Melaka grad trip, now back to my life doing nothing and enjoying my summer holiday! Woots!

What I did for the past few days besides eating, sleeping, supper, football, snooker, watched NBA, watched HK movie series, Dota and yeah driving all alone from nowhere to nowhere like I-no-give-a-fuck to the traffic jam and fuel consumption! Collecting all the narration of earlier episodes and moments that I couldn't handle, dropped some fishy tears while recalling some rainbowish memories that had turned to be so nasty nowadays. Sounds truly unbelievable and apologetic.

If you notice the date, it is 6th June when I start writing this post.....let's rewind the clock.

......for like few years back, you knew you will be entering to university and you got lots of free time searching for universities around Malaysia. You may want to enter a best university among all with your friends and lover. And now, after you finish your studies, it may seem like a wonderful success in life but I don't feel great at all ! Haha ! First, my result is not as good as other graduates; second, is like so hard for you to get a job and work together with all your besties and friends in a same company! Not to mention choosing the best company....is not like how you can choose the best university in the town! They pick you, not you pick them!...well unless you are a top student... LMAO!

tok-khak-pie-liao betul betul thinking so much nonsense...... 

Phweeeettttt~ but thanks guan yin ma that someone from somewhere appeared and lighten my holidays! Although is like only 1+day, but it means a lot to me! =) I drove her everywhere, every single part in Penang that I found it interesting and memorable. 

Thanks for the laughter and accompany. I treasure the only-me-and-you road trip, having different kind of foods and drinks and of course the one hand siong-ellous driving section and cruising on Penang island. =) Woootttssss! and thanks for restrain and making me smoke so less nowadays! Is all about you today on my blog. Terima kasih ahhhh pommmmm!

I shall see you soon sopo.

*wave*

=)

tzesiong

Grad Trip @ Melaka

Back from Melaka !

Finally free to blog, again !

Wootts !

Well, I would say it is a memorable trip indeed. Very first time drive down to kayelle during midnight, car broke down on E1 highway for 2 hours, waiting the Plus Helper at E1-403.6, and thanks guan yin mah that I'm safe and met a kind and helpful Indian guy giving me a hand there !

Reached Melaka around 11plus after joining the others on highway......"fly" all the way down and catch up all of them -- Simon, Lyn, Jian Wei, LeeNi, Chris, WeiQi, Amylia, MeiYing, Yannick & YaFei. 

Driving skill imba level 99 but poor car. =/

*self-praise.lol.*

Foods

Nyonya Food - 6/10

Sago with brown sugar - 7/10

Chicken Rice Balls - 7/10

Satay Celup - 8/10

Ikan Bakar - 8/10

Nyonya kuih-muih - 8/10

Durian Chendol - 9/10

Nadeje Crepe Cakes (qian chan gou) - 10/10

Eating awesome foods with amazing people is what you need to do all the time. But too bad I don't have time to go to the clubs/lounges ! 9C Nine Celsius, Overtime, Library, Sara Beach ? sighhh...maybe year end, I might come back for Christmas count-down and partay !

=)

The pillow talk with JianWei, Chris and Amylia was the icing on the cake !

Chris asked lots of questions on how do/will guys/gals behave on different scenarios and what's the feelings for this and that . JianWei talked a lot about his experiences, and so do I. The best part was when Amylia came out with an unexpected question and we found out something interesting on it !! like....seriously !! Hahaha. Well, I will remain silent for that. And thanks Chris to point out my true feelings on her. But Chris, you are wrong ! Perhaps that is just concerning and blessing more than I couldn't walk out of the shadow. I used to be like this since 8years ago although mentally, I felt that it is not worth being like this, on my second thought. But for all the time, the first thought/feeling reveal and show the real/actual you. Is good to be ideal but sometimes, the actual self represent the real you, real feelings. To be honest, it is 8 out of 22years of my age. 1/3 of my life. And somehow, bottom of my senseless heart I know who still exists and still cause me to be at a loss whenever she is running through my head. 

Slept around 3+am after the interesting talk and woke up at 8.15am for breakfast ! But luckily thanks Simon for driving my car for the entire trip. (m) Left Melaka around 2+pm and reached Semenyih around 5+pm. Totally exhausted and dead after the trip. Took some photos throughout the trip and wait until I get it from Chris and WeiQi I will post it . . . . .

TzeSiong rawwwttt-ing : " thanks for being my friends and thanks for the memorable grad-trip !! I'll always remember you guys! Let's be friends forever . " =)

tzesiong

#home sweet home#