过去其实重要吗？

今天，有个朋友问了我，

其实分了手的男女朋友，
过了一段时间，
其实还可以在一起吗？
不会觉得怪怪或是尴尬的吗？

都懂其实如果感觉都在，
那过去的是过去的，
一段感情在乎是否会有将来，
过去其实有什么重要呢？
害怕吵架时常会提到以前的问题？
难道经得起考验的爱情，
还会因为过去而犹豫自己要的是什么吗？
吵是无可避免但冷静下来其实过去难道有这么重要吗？
时间会不停的流逝，人也会不断的改变。

就算过了很久，
如果两人还是单身的，
其实还在不在一起是另一回事，
那感觉才是真正决定两人之间的爱情。

这纯粹是我的本身的观念和观点。
虽然我和我朋友的观念和观点都有些偏差，
想法也未必一样，
但每个人对爱情的想法都有一定的限制，
我也不会说我朋友是错的，
也不会勉强我朋友去接受我的想法。

毕竟我还是一个敢爱敢恨的人。
所以其实重不重要只要自己知道有改变了，
接受自己了就会让别人接受自己，
那过去其实重要吗？

矛盾的我其实开始有些怀疑自己的想法，
不过第一个想法不就是每个人常说的，
是自己的想法吗？我可以说，是！

=)

tzesiong

Day two - Year 3

Hellllloooo people !

Is day 2 for the semester ! I woke up around 11something in the morning, make myself a cup of coffee and ate crackers as brunch . Went to uni after an hour for lunch and went to International Business Strategy class . Well I was there to scout if this subject is easy for me as an optional module but I found it quite boring. . . ? lol. Anyway, I won't decide so fast whether to drop or to take this module after I attend the Human Resource Management I class this Thursday? But I learned something new today, what a quote from the lecturer,

` Act locally, think globally . `

After IBS class, went to Advance Financial Reporting ! Errrmmmm I think is tough too? aiiyyaaaa every paper also hard what.. =S Then after the class, Simon joined me to basketball with the mates . But too bad the courts were booked for the Fresher Week so we just managed to play one game . And then rush back to bath and out to Kai Xuan and Lynnett's Birthday celebration ! Had my very first time of Sushi King at Leisure Mall . And is too embarrassing to tell them I never been to a Sushi King restaurant so I just remained silence. LOL! That was my first time to that mall too! Not bad though kinda looks like Island Plaza?

Great celebration, make new friends, crap and talk nonstop and took a lot of photos as well . Can't wait for Lee Ni to upload those photos . =)  And you know what, my first time to Sushi King is FOC ! YEA free of charge ! Well, we told that waiter to make out bills for both table but I guess he miscalculate and forget to add one of our tables in ! I know is bad to walk out from the restaurant but . . . . as a business student . . . urmmmhhuuhhh . . . okie . . .  Happy Birthday Kai Xuan and Lynnett, so end of the story . hahahaha .

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喜欢粉红色的，更喜欢那改变许多的你 . .

其实没有什么比看见你开心更自在 . .

没有任何一句话比听见你对我说你好来得开心 . .

我希望我们可以永远这样 . .

=)

tzesiong

Day one - Year 3

Well, I sleep kinda late last night after talking to Jeff & Vincent, they are my neighbors now! Woke up around 10am in the morning and went to Financial Market class at 11am . First day class was amazing and fun ! After the class, I went to drop my bank draft at the Finance Office and lunch ! Then went to computer lab to check my optional module and took the change module enrollment form . I decided to change International Finance to International Business Strategy I ~!! =D

A lot of new faces around the uni and I'm meeting new friends again ! It's quite crowded during the lunch time and dinner time at SA but it's better than too silence like the past summer holiday .

I was sitting at SA whole day, online and watching my Hong Kong Movie series . And what's next, basketball for sure in the evening ! :) At first we decided not to play because of the rain but ended up I still went to play with the mates . Then dinner with Ah Chan and a new friend named, Gates, yea you are right, Bill Gates, I said to him what a nice name and you are rich . lmao!

Just finish tidy and took some photos of my room .

=)

bed !

gosh I look like a kid in this photo . >.<

Anyway, am I lonely or boring here ? Not really, why ?

hi, call me Sofie ! haha .

haha . cute right ? my calender .

Alright end of the first day of Year 3 with a good night kiss to everyone !

Muackzx ~!

tzesiong

Semenyih ! . . . again !

Semenyih !
. . . the new faces, the new life, the new living environment, the new start for Year 3.
I reached around 7pm just now, dropped my stuff and straight off to uni for food !
I'm so so so hungry that time so decided not to clean my room today but tomorrow and straight go for food !
This is not lazy but . . . . indolent !
LMAO! Same meaning isn't it ?
=)
Anyway, I promised myself I will clean and tidy so I will do it !
有点点洁癖的人是这样的.

After dinner, went to lab to print out my tempo timetable !
What kind of timetable in this autumn?
Monday to Friday got classes !!
But luckily Monday class is at 10am .
Pheeewww !

Here goes the next journey .
Flying color or fuck-it-up you choose Mr. Shawn ?
lol .

Alright end of the post,
Thanks daddy that drive me to the bus station again,
Thanks mummy that keep nag me and help me on my stuffs plus cleaning my basketball shoes ! That's touching to the max !
Thanks sister for helping me to carry the shoes and locking the door. I know you are emo because I'm leaving. muahahahahahah !
Thanks the devil that accompany the whole trip down to kl .
I love you all !



Okay chaoo chaoo and good night peeps !
=)

tzesiong

好累.


tzesiong

根本不想走.
=(

tzesiong

1天. . .

最后1天.
很不开心.
hmmm.

tzesiong

. . farewell .

=')

tzesiong

矛盾

剪短了头发
希望你们是觉得好看的

不喜欢开学
因为很压力
不过自己也想快快读完
所以好矛盾

=）

tzesiong

請你給我好一點的情敵 !

don't feel surprise with my post title !
is name of this song !
new and nice !
thumbs up !

這已經不是我第一次聽到她的名字
你是我們共同愛上的浪子
其實我並不真的在乎
與別人一起佔有你
我並不真的介意你的吻也蓋著別人的印記

如果這是你不能逃避的宿命
就請你給我好一點的情敵
至少讓我擁有競爭的樂趣
至少讓我相信 被遺棄有被遺棄的道理

這已經不是我第一次聽到她的故事
你是我們共同愛上的主題

其實我並不真的難過 與他人一起分享所有
我並不真的害怕 你的愛左顧右盼牽牽掛掛

如果這是你不能逃避的宿命
就請你給我好一點的情敵
至少讓我擁有競爭的樂趣
至少讓我相信 被遺棄有被遺棄的道理

如果這是我不能躲閃的結局 我只要求給我好一點的情敵
至少讓我擁有完美的嫉妒
至少讓我感覺 有另一人 足以匹配我的孤獨 我的孤獨
    

tzesiong

不要回去啦 !

输了 .
只得了第四 .

又一个星期了 .
最后的几天在这里 .
我不要回去啦啦啦啦啦 ！


tzesiong

. . . don't wanna go back to jungle !

lost the semi-final game .
expected though playing against the defending champion 捷丰 .
but still got 3rd placing to fight for this Sunday .
hope we can do it .
well, great supper with my mates yesterday night after the game too .
the tournament gonna end real soon so all the best everyone .

and I don't wanna go back to jungle !
hmmmm.
tzesiong

中秋节快乐

赢了

83 - 68

星期三是定正/副门主

星期五肯定四强了

加油吧大家

这几天都累坏了

虽然是真的很无知
勇气在哪？

hmmm,

祝全世界的华人中秋节快乐

=)

tzesiong

. . . . 不是这样的

感觉好怪 .
不喜欢现在的自己 .
是不是怕闷是不是害怕安静,
所以根本忽略了自己心里的原则?
我知道自己不是这样的 .

tzesiong

thanks .

thanks for the luck.
=)

tzesiong

=)

有时顽固

是好还是不好？

难道你心里不会不舒服？

这个星期六想成为我第一个乘客的人打电话给我吧

 =)
tzesiong

少了 .

冷冷清清未必是最好

简简单单也未必是不好

只是好像，

少了某些东西

明天开始就有比赛了

希望大家可以打得很好

=)

tzesiong

the climb

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tzesiong

=)

this is the karma for playing all your ex(s) .
you deserve this .
=)


tzesiong

=')

如果
有一天
医生告诉你
你以后会有"青光眼"的可能
你会怎么面对？
你会告诉谁？



=')

tzesiong

C':

我给你的你用不着了
你也失去该有的快乐

付出的温柔再不属于我
你无福消受谁应该难过

没事了 没事吗 坚强得太寂寞
脑袋空空 难道是我要的结果

爱给了我什么 没沉沦就超脱
爱不能伤害我 还是我没爱过
我没做错什么 却把一切错过
你是爱不起我 我也对不起我

不敢看你就尝试看破
别让伤口有机会发作
为小说剧情而惊心动魄
好证明泪腺还没有萎缩

没事了 没事吗 自爱得太寂寞
一身清白 难道是我要的结果

爱偷走我什么 没损失更失落
爱不能伤害我 是福气还是祸
我没胆量犯错 才把一切错过
你没能留住我 我却对不住我

有爱情，便全心对待，没有爱情，也一个人惬意。学会一个人生活，不论身边是否有人疼爱。做好自己该做的，有爱或无爱，都安然对待。缘份到了，伸手便去抓住，缘份未到，就去为自己营造一个温馨的小世界。爱情，本就是件宁缺勿滥的事，急不得，急不得。

tzesiong .