~ challenges are what makes us who we are.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

=)

奇怪的发现了突来的稀客
也不经意的看了你之前写过的部落
这该面对的我终于都去看了
不是我接受不到而是我害怕......
但其实原来自己只有祝福的心情
而不是伤心难过嫉妒生气的
可是有些事情真的无法......


“....很心疼,我接受不了人们对这一切的评论,尤其是在你身上....我却只能以微笑的带过...我不是装着伟大,我为你偏护,但我没办法....然而我还是一样的很在乎人们怎么看你...因为我曾经很爱过你,因为我曾经当你是很好的朋友....“


"....如果我只做了八十分,其余做不到的二十分,你会原谅我吗?...."

经典....;-)



tzesiong .

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

=)

还有什么是值得的...
还有什么是快乐的...
还有什么是值得庆祝的...

还剩下一个星期20岁的我...
根本不期待21岁生日的来临...

问我要怎么庆祝我的生日...
我会说简简单单的过就好...

不喜欢自己为自己计划生日party...
而且不期望会过得很充实...

婷,
谢谢你一直的陪伴
谢谢你对我的好
谢谢你一直鼓励我
你说会送我的礼物真的是会吓到我
不过还是先谢谢你
我希望你是真心的
因为我真的怕了

好好照顾自己疼爱自己

今天看了报纸真的有些感触
每个人都不知道明天会发生什么事情

“....死亡就如此静悄悄的来临,没有听到任何喊叫....."

光华日报这样的写着.....

如果有一天我真的不在了
我都想对某些人说


真的很谢谢你
让我知道什么是"爱"
如果我之前的执著是不对的
那我希望现在的你把它当着是开玩笑
因为我很不习惯你把我当成是陌生人
我不介意你之前的自私
不过至少原谅我对你如此的无礼
我想对你说

我,

一直都在...


对不起


tzesiong .

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

=)
Yeahhh !
great day great talk great.....ahem !


tzesiong .

Sunday, June 26, 2011

=l

奇怪的
电话都没有像以前一样的响
信息更是夸张
除了digi的adver
要看见其他信息......

心情都很不好
没什么好说的
都怪自己
这些都是报应

为自己加油吧
祝福每个人都快乐


tzesiong .

Friday, June 24, 2011

不要不开心吧
挫折感是以后的激励
希望你做一切的事情都顺顺利利
=)

take care .



tzesiong .

Thursday, June 23, 2011

原谅我的放肆
原谅我的叛逆
原谅我的糊涂

@.@

tzesiong .

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Is Wednesday .
....a week here after China trip .
a word to decribe, maladjustment .

Received a call in the evening and went to Gurney alone today to pick something .


Erm, although is too late to reach but still everything I did, finding, ask for enquiry, is worth it to see a smile on your face . I'll never forget surfing the net telling me you like that series of fantasy novels .


希望你会喜欢
虽然很想继续跟你聊
可是我不想影响你的心情你的生活


我没天分. . .
. . .继续当你身边的protector
让你失望了很多
让你委屈了更多
希望你以后都开开心心的




=]

tzesiong .
一整天在家
除了吃早餐和晚餐
其他时间都在家

无奈
很多事情都不是用言语可以形容
很多心情更不能用几句话来诉说

睡觉吧

为什么要fail....
唉...


tzesiong .

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Happy Daddy's Day ! =)

  ♥  ♥ 
Happy Daddy's Day to papa, grandpa, me little daddii and every daddy in the world ~
=)

=DDD
me, mummy & grandpa . :)
Ah gong not there, here. =)))




two pretty sistarrr.. =p


chiak chiak chiak.... =D

Father And Mother I Love You ~!


tzesiong .

Happy Lunar Birthday ! =)

16th June 2011


 =)
'..all your wishes have come true, I'm single ! '


by me! am always pro in this..anyone want? =)

this as well.... =)





Geee ~ !


Ah ma!

=)

Dad !
Mum!







=DD

tzesiong .

Saturday, June 18, 2011

H e l l o !
Is weekend !
=)

Went out with mummy and her god-daughter aka my godsis to Gurney Plaza for early movie, Laddaland~
lmao the movie is a joke and crap .
Quite shocking on some scenes but I'll only rate 1star out of 5stars on this nonsense ghost movie .
But still great outing with mummy and godsis .

After movie, we came home and I was too tired then fall asleep .
lol .
then receive a call from ong ong inviting me to play football .
the first word, " On " , although I still so blur . haha .
but luckily is real one emm not dreaming .
played almost 1hour plus with him and his friends at somewhere near KDU .
after that we headed to Padang for dinner .
*imbas*

then meet up gc at night until late night .
he is such a lucky guy .
appreciate her because she still give you the chance althou . . .
emm wondering,
why pikying can but why...?
maybe I don't deserve a question "why" and the word "chance" ?
got no idea .

Anyway, I'm glad that you both are fine .
Stay sweet and appreciate everything .
=)


又放肆了.
arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

>.<

tzesiong .

Friday, June 17, 2011

woke up kinda early today .
as usual, went to have breakfast alone and came home doing nothing .
lol .

And I went back to chung ling today for lunch and basketball with my juniors, gc, kelvin, xiao jie and jiayong . :)

after basketball, dinner with papa, mana and sista .
then meet up the gang Lyk, Yik, Saix (throu skype..lol), Ysy, and Gab at Coffee Island .
nice outing with you guys .
crapping and discussing about our life .
more to go please .
=)

After that, Me, Lyk and Gab went to Bed .
Yik left because he is sleepy .
and Ysy having headache . take care there . :)

Nice day with great close friends .
Take care guys .

tzesiong .


tzesiong .

(=

幸福,

也许幸福就是
陪你走一条叫一辈子的路
跨一座叫奈何的桥
喝一种叫孟婆的汤

也许会累、会疲惫
却从没想过放弃
可能“沿途风景迷人”充满诱惑
却彼此保留住最初的感觉

也许会起争执、会有分歧
却依然会听从和默认

也许不能没分每秒在一起
却在心里始终留着位置

总有人问我什么是爱情?
其实我觉得爱情就是

二十岁的时候
我带你跟朋友出去玩
你让我少喝点
我让你扶着我

四十岁的时候
我去上班
你让我把衬衫领子翻出来
我走之前还亲你一口 

六十岁的时候
退休在家
我们盘腿在床上说话解闷
说说下周去哪怀旧

历尽艰辛而成熟的爱情
是最热烈的爱情
爱里面
两个人刚刚好
多一点少一点都不可以

很多人闯进你的生活
只是为了给你上一课
然后转身离开

每一个现在
都是我们以后的记忆
我们说过的话、做过的事
走过的路、遇过的人
都是我们以后的回忆

我们无须缅怀昨天
不必奢望明天
只要认真地过好每个今天
说能说的话
做可做的事
走该走的路
见想见的人

唯有脚踏实地
不漠视、不虚度
我们才能为明天的回忆
增加光彩和亮色

我那么傻
你那么自私
好男人经得起诱惑
好女人耐得住寂寞
爱可以简简单单
但不能随随便便

如果开始下一段感情
我不会再问喜欢我什么?
也不会问
是认真对待吗?

我会问:

三个月后
还会争分夺秒的关心吗?

半年后
一句不开心
仍旧会陪伴左右吗?

一年后
睡不着时
还会上网等待你的出现吗?

两年后
看见落泪
还像第一次那般束手无策吗? 

三年四年或者更久
敢不敢一如既往
没有理由的对我疼爱?

别把悲伤挂在嘴上
每个人都有自己的故事

说分手的时候不要吵闹
毕竟在一起过那么久
分手他也会难过
只是他比较明智
不想束缚你的或他的明天
好聚好散
以后还是朋友
大家都有自己的无奈

只要我们心中有爱
我们就会幸福
幸福就在当初的承诺中
就在今后的梦想里

你不是不知道
只是假装不知道

时光飞逝
其实只是自己的心在变、情在变

是抵挡不过时间?
其实是时间抵挡不过我们的善变


tzesiong .

好朋友。。 =)

都无所谓...
我愿意当傻瓜...

你需要我时
我会出现

你不需要我时
我不会出现

我可以容忍你的放肆
也可以容忍你的自私

给我时间
当这一辈子的傻瓜

=)

tzesiong .

Thursday, June 16, 2011

words . . ♥

Smiling is not a way to hide a broken heart but rather, it is a way to hold on to whatever happiness is left. Even the worst day could also have been your best. Because when a heart breaks, it also opens; and once a heart opens any number of things can happen, and some of them can be wonderful. Even if it takes a lifetime to get over someone, heaven only knows, you will love again.


When things get awfully tiring, seek for silence. Because most of the time, the loudest lessons are found in the most quiet corners of our lives. Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are, once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin. Somewhere in the silence we learn to listen. When we listen we learn. Take time to be in silence.


If you feel like no one cares about you, think again. Look in the mirror. Because the person you see, needs more than anyone else. If you only look and listen deep inside YOU, you’ll hear that little voice, that little boy/girl that you often ignore and take for granted, because you are always overwhelmed with so many things in this world.... But you know what, he/she needs you and he/she cries for your help, he/she wants your acceptance, your love. He/She’s been longing to tell you that, he/she loves you more than anyone could love you. That you are important, you are wonderful, that you are beautiful, that you are good enough no matter what they say. Please, love yourself.

Sometimes, to get the best out of life, you have to go through some of the worst. No one said it would be easy. Life is full of challenges, but these challenges are only given to you because God knows your faith is strong enough to get through them. Hold on and be strong.



With each new sunrise comes the opportunity to start a new with a fresh outlook on life and the choices in the path you decide to take.


Start a new beginning and together we can make a happy ending..will ya?


:)





tzesiong .

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

有些人..

有些人,明明很想想念一个人,
可在他看见那个人时却又开始沉默了,
想要对他说些什么,却说不出口,
看着他,注视着他,
一直到他在眼前失去了踪影....

有些人,明明就很关心一个人,
看见他伤心想要安慰,却说不出口,
原本想说些好听的话,
最终却说不出什么好听的话,
明明只是想要安慰,
可怎么样也说不出那些安慰的话语,
感觉像是在与他斗气,与他争论,
最终在他不理自己的时候,
才觉得自己好没用,连安慰也不会...

有些人,明明就很在意一个人,
表面装的好像不屑一顾,
可有什么好的,第一个想起的人便是他,
无法放下身段好好地与他相处,
可却把最好的一切都留给他,
从来不邀功,
也不会让他知道自己的付出,
只是默默地装作不在乎,不在意...

有些人就是这样,
爱得越深,藏得越深,
怕在乎后,自己便失去了主权,
却不知道自己早已无法自拔了,
隐瞒,不过是不想让自己受伤害,
却在不知不觉中伤害了自己,
他们的爱藏得很深,几乎看不见,
不是每个人都能体会,
也不是每个人都能接受...

藏得深的人往往也是爱的深的那一个,
他不需要你对他有什么样的回报,
所以他不邀功,也不告诉你他有多在乎,
但这并不意味着他们的付出可以被忽略,
他们在等待,
等待一个可以发现他们真心的人,
或许他不能都带给你最浪漫的回忆,
却能在大风大浪中让你倍感安全...

有些人的爱,不是双眼可以看出来的...

by - 男人女人

tzesiong .

untitled .

what are words ?
does it matter to you ?

Terserah kali ini
Sungguh aku tak ‘kan perduli
Ku tak sanggup lagi
Jalani cinta denganmu
Biarkan ku sendiri
Tanpa bayang-bayangmu lagi
Ku tak sanggup lagi
Mulai kini semua
Terserah…
...mu




tzesiong .

untitled


('=

tzesiong .

Saturday, June 4, 2011

=)

is currectly at LCCT .
tzesiong says : I am at China !
hopefully I can able to connect to the internet there!

Ningbo am coming!
=)

tzesiong

Friday, June 3, 2011

...

ya ya I think too much . alright then .
我是个笑话,
一直都是我自作多情可以了吗?!
顶!


tzesiong .

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

O.o

>.<
给我理由忘记......


tzesiong .

Story of Smith & Jess aka ihyfhts.

......years ago,

Jess was walking after a painful experience with her ex-boyfriend when Smith came; he came just in time that Jess needed someone in her life, to cherish her, protect her all the time, wipes away the tears whenever she cries, care about her, and Smith never left her when she needed him most. He stood by her all along.

And then with no intentions, Smith fall for Jess, and she fall for him as well. They were so sweet and everyone around them was so envy and blessing them. They've gone through a lot of challenges and embarrassment within the period of time when they were both together. 

Unfortunately, no love is perfect. 

.....disagreement, argument, childish fights and shouting at each other, all the common relationship problems occurred. Then after all that has happened, Jess gave up and began to wonder. Smith did help her to forget her sad story and yet he started another painful one with her. Maybe is painful to her or she gave it up too easy...she wonders. 

The danger of being lonely is that you easily fall for the very first person who shows you that you are not alone. What goes around comes around. With intentions or without intentions, Jess fall for another person and she continue her love life with him.

Smith always thought that a love that has survived the test of the years come and gone, a love that grows stronger as the years pass, would be so pure that heartache and pain hasn’t faltered it. But unfortunately, some people come into our lives and quickly go, and others stay a while and leave footprints on our hearts.

After 2 years, Jess found out that her feelings on that person are not beautiful and real. She starts confuse and both of them, Smith and Jess start to talk to each other again and getting closer day by day. But yet, Jess hesitates to fall back in love with Smith although she knew that the feelings is still in her heart. She cries alone at night too often, weep all night to bed. She wanted Smith to go away from her yet she gets angry on him and herself when Smith walked away.

Jess wrote on her Twitter,

`....I hate you , f* Smith ! GOODBYE .`

Jess never know that, love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things.


3 months later, Jess receive a letter from Smith,


Dear my love, Jess

I'm sorry for what I've done to you, the past and now. I tried to start a conversation with you but I'm afraid I will say the wrong words again. I just wanted to tell you that, I love you. I always love you. From the day you walked out from the house, until today my love for you never ever fade away even though is after 2 years, I still have a very strong feelings on you. For the past 3 months, I was waiting for your phone call but your name never appear in my calls list.

and Babe, I miss you a lot, especially your smile, your face, your voice, your whisper and your hugs. My love for you is a journey, starting at forever, and ending at never. This is a love that comes along once in a lifetime! A love ‘through the years’ and grows stronger as the years pass. I can still feel you, your pain your sorrow although it has been a long time ago. I would do it right and better and never gonna disappoint you again. Let's prove that our love will last in a lifetime, may our joy dissolve every sorrow and may love ease every pain in our heart.

Jess, you are this kind of love, my perfect love, and I wouldn't want to lose you again, never. I love you. Can you be mine? :)

Your truly,
Smith

 

Jess cried.

She ran out from the house and she saw Smith standing at the doorsteps.

She walked toward Smith a tear in her eye.

Smith smiled and wiped away her tear.

She hugged him closer and whispered,

.....although you're gone you're always here, without you I am incomplete,
I love you .

_______________________________________________

Touch or not?
I can write a story book one day . lol .
Just being random .
Hope you guys like it .

=)

tzesiong .