o.O 2 + staunch .

went to the follow-up check-up this evening .
the doctor said might slightly affect my left eye sight even if is fully recover .
hm .
at least I can still see?
think positive I know .
is not that bad overall right ?
-.-
hm .
but still feel the pain on my left eye .
this Friday is the last appointment with the doctor .
hope I will recover asap .
I hate going to hospital ! !
sigh .
I can only talk to my blog about my feelings now .
anyone willing to listen to me?

:']

Anyway,
I'll still stay strong even I'm alone all the time right now .
I know I can do it . and yah, love, will never have the chance to knock me down again right now .
never , I promise .

staunch ,
is the word to end today's post .

I wonder . . .


tzesiong

eye o.O + frisbee !

injured my left eye badly .
went to Island Hospital for eye tests .
its scary btw .
hope I'll be fine .

Anyway,
congrats to 'Forever 21' team that won the Beginner Frisbee Tournament .
that's our team !
first tournament first champion !
proud .

Thanks to Soo Peng that teaches me so much in frisbee !
I <3 frisbee !

but still,
I <3 basketball  too !

=)


tzesiong .

=)

=)
" beautiful " is the word for today .

" never leave something good to find something better, because once you realize you had the best, the best has found better . "

tzesiong

:J

【这么简单的一句话， 会让心如此暖 】

1、想你了，真的。
2、没什么事，就想听听宝贝的声音。
3、快去吧，我就站在这等你。
4、乖乖上课，快下课了给我短信，我过来接你。
5、我会努力挣钱，养你。
6、左手被你枕的有点麻了，我换一只手。
7、盖好被子，别着凉了。
8、我们私奔吧，就现在。

tzesiong

坏坏坏 or why why why?

你现在何苦 比赛无辜
僵持在问号的空气
答案很清楚 呼之欲出
别再骗自己

眼神是最难说谎的东西
诚实并没有奖励
不伪装我们就坏个彻底
谁先说 no~~

卑鄙 卑劣 卑微 别装慈悲(够了吗)
背叛 背离 背弃 别乐此不疲 (oh yeah)
baby baby baby 学不会觉悟

don’t tell me why why why why
why why why why
爱不是一再说服
先拥抱再伤害

don’t tell me why why why why
why why why why
不安或许是 爱情的 天性 no no
think about what we used to do
it’s bringing me the memories of what you did,
and you said to me you’ll never lie to me
now what you gonna say
you lie to me
now what you gonna do
what’s real for me
you sliced me twice
you brought me high
you took me downnow ask me why
你麻烦别哭 自掘坟墓
难道没有人告诉你
爱不是衣服 穿脱自如
最後把自己绑紧

眼泪是最难相信的东西
真或假谁分得清
你要的会是感动或同情 oh no-
卑鄙 卑劣 卑微 别装慈悲(够了吗)
背叛 背离 背弃 别乐此不疲 (oh yeah)
baby baby baby 学不会觉悟

don’t tell me why why why why
why why why why
爱不是一再说服
先拥抱再伤害

don’t tell me why why why why
why why why why
不安或许是爱情的天性 no

don’t know why why why why
why why why why
最好或最坏你自己决定 no no why





addicted with this song!
nice lyric!
esp the slide me twice!


tzesiong

♥ paintball + frisbee !

今天
泻了一整天的肚子
脚都软掉
还去玩了paintball
跑来跑去
不过这次的玩法明显顺手了多
而且才死了一次
死的还是在乱枪下
希望以后都有这样的成绩

下个星期六就是本大爷第一次的frisbee比赛了
beginner tournament 在 Inti !
虽然还是很noob不过还是想说一句
“强”
哈哈哈哈！


tzesiong

coming home again . :)

yeah it's monday !
finally ~
hahaha . . .

currently at KL ~
coming back to Penang later !
(m) !

I miss papa, mama & my sistar!
I'm coming home . . .
I'm coming home . . .

wish me safe trip yor !
=)
<3


tzesiong

rewrite the memories (:

Flashback
Time passed
then nothin's the same
Lost our
Love in
Too many games

And girl I hope that you
Forgot about
The reasons you forgave
But the memories don't seem to go away
No

No I never ever meant to hurt you
No I never meant to make you cry
And I wish I could erase the heartache
And turn back the hands of time
And I'm sorry that you're still reminded
Wish I could just rewrite it
Our short stories last so long
Rewrite the memories

This crazy
I wish I can do it all again

So much
To talk about
(that's right)
But nothing to say
(nothin to say)
Cuz words are
So empty
When you feel betrayed
(when you feel betrayed)
I can't find a way
To justify
The reason I just lied
(why)
But I did it all to spare you any pain
oh yeah
Cause I never ever meant to hurt you
(never meant to hurt you)
No I never meant to make you cry
(never meant to make you cry)
And I wish I could erase the heartache

(heartache)
And turn back the hands of time
And I'm sorry that you're still reminded
Wish I could just rewrite it
(said I'm sorry)
Our short stories last so long
(last so long)
Rewrite the memories

Baby I know you hurting
Just pick up the phone
(Get back where we used to be)
Baby just talk to me
Oh baby let me hold you and rewind
And I wont make that silly mistake twice
Please hold me cuz I need you in my life

No I never ever meant to hurt you
No I never meant to make you cry
And I wish I could erase the heartache

And turn back the hands of time
(turn back the hands of time)
And I'm sorry that you're still reminded
(I'm so, I'm so sorry that you still reminded)
If could just rewrite it
Our short stories last so long

And I'm sorry that you're still reminded
Wish could just rewrite it
(Never meant to make you cry)
Our short stories last so long

Rewrite the memories
(Rewrite the memories)
(never meant to make you cry)
Get back where we used to be
(back where we used to be)
(I wanna turn back the hands of time)

If I could just rewrite it
I would just rewrite it
If I could just rewrite it
I'd rewrite our memories

Y'all just don't understand
(sorry)
To have somebody real close to you
(sorry for the pain)
When you lost that trust
You basically lose everything


tzesiong

你不會

第一次擁吻以前　我們找不到語言 但聽見彼此靈魂　多渴望永遠
貼心後嘴角的甜　摩擦後眼角的鹹 一起懂愛和真愛的差別
你送的杯子裡面 還裝著溫熱感覺 你給的每個紀念都排在窗沿
相機是牽手兩年 圍巾是東京五天 界線是又哭又笑的道歉

我不相信 你心中現在他(她)最美
你不會 你不會 你不會 把我們的愛踩碎

我不相信 你口中會講出後悔
你不會 你不會 你不會 不心疼我拒絕被看見的淚


當初被激烈反對 你安靜卻沒妥協 對我更好來瓦解別人的偏見
我生氣時總幾天 我倔強口不擇言 是你緊抱我等情緒沉澱

我不相信 你心中現在他(她)最美
你不會 你不會 你不會 把我們的愛踩碎

我不相信 你口中會講出後悔
你不會 你不會 你不會 不心疼我拒絕被看見的淚


我不相信 重來的幸福在脫軌
你不會 你不會 你不會 留殘酷讓我面對
我不相信 累積的回憶都損毀
你不會 你不會 你不會 捨得我 留一滴想乞討 的淚



tzesiong

lucky stick .

one last one .
bring me good luck please .
 _________________
(_____((__________()

(=


tzesiong

change your mind

There you are with your perfect way
You’ve got that little shine in your eyes
To hear one word would make my day
But there’s no room for me in your life

Oh you’ve got me down on my knees
Oh and in my mind I can see
How perfect everything could be
But you won’t give us a try
If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now
I try to move on but your perfect way
Has got this little child asking why
But this world keeps spinning
As my heart stops beating
Is there still no room inside

If I could change your mind
How would you hold me
Would you stay forever
Or just leave me here to drown
=')

tzesiong

如果我总缠着你，请不要说我不乖。
请不要对我生气。
因为我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒。哪怕明明相隔两地，哪怕只是在电话中相聚。
因为在乎每一次小小意义上的分离。
如果我不会总缠着你，请不要以为我舍得和你说再见了。
你不懂我那一瞬间的失落，是多么想伸出手去抓住 你。
你要明白正是为了爱，才悄悄的收起对你的依赖。

也许有一天我们都会埋怨，也许有一天我们都会犯错，
也许有一天我们都会忽视今天的诺言，
也许有一天我们也会吵架……

我们来做个约定好吗？
约好即使吵架也不可以不接听彼此的电话，约好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顾自己，
约好即使吵架也不可以轻易说分手，
约好即使吵架也不可以伤害自己，
约好即使吵架也不可以错过了……
约好，吵架的时候告诉自己：错误是 短暂的，错过却是永远遗憾的……

爱情，有时候很脆弱，脆弱到容不下一点点沙。
爱情，有时候很顽强，顽强到什么也分不开相爱的人。
如果 有一天，我们不再任性的不理会一切；
如果有一天，我们不再要求时时都粘在一起；
如果有一天，我们不再傻傻的看着对方微笑；
如果有一天，我们不 再不理会柴米油盐；
如果有一天，我们不再是任性的两个小孩；　　
如果有一天，我们习惯了彼此埋怨……

请不要说“分手吧，祝你快乐！”
因为这一 天更应该说 “我们结婚吧，让我照顾你一辈子”…


tzesiong

你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一个死角，
自己走不出来，别人也闯不进去。
我把最深沉的秘密放在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一道伤口，
或深或浅，盖上布，以为不存在。
我把最殷红的鲜血涂在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一场爱恋，
用心、用情、用力，感动也感伤。
我把最炙热的心情藏在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一行眼泪，
喝下的冰冷的水，酝酿成的热泪。
我把最心酸的委屈汇在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。

每个人都有一段告白，
忐忑、不安，却饱含真心和勇气。
我把最抒情的语言用在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。

你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候，
因为我只有在看不见你的时候，才最爱你。
同样，
你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候，
因为我只有在你看不见我的时候，我才最寂寞

也许，我太会隐藏自己的悲伤。
也许，我太会安慰自己的伤痕。
也许，你眼中的我，太会照顾自己，
所以，你从不考虑我的感受。

你以为，我可以很迅速的恢复过来，有些自私的以为。
从阴雨走到艳阳，我路过泥泞、路过风。
一路走来，你不曾懂我，我亦不曾怪你。
我不是为了显示自己的大度，
也不是为了体现自己的大方。
只想让你知道，感情不在，责备也不存在。

tzesiong

busy .

Awww...too busy to blog these days .
dead for 5days ?


emm currently at Semenyehh .
Will back to Penang next week .


May all the people around me stay healthy and safe .
=)


tzesiong

8/8

. . . trust me, I will trust you .
. . . do it all again .
. . . no matter you need another 1 month, 3 months, 6 months, 9 months or 1 year ,
remember today, remember what you said . . remember everything .

=)


tzesiong .

C=

lifeless . . .
what am I . . . ?


tzesiong .

basketball ~ =)

Nothing much to blog for today !
So I decided to post all the photos for the trip to MABA last weekend .
=)

Thank you SEGi College Penang for giving the chance to play for SEGi Team once again in the UCBL tournament at MABA ! Appreciate and I love SEGi ~
Lmao !

Last,
I love basketball ~ !

tzesiong .

Hello August ! =)

`... I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me, leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the taking, I know I can make it, today my life begins... `

`... life's to short to have regrets so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget only have one life to live so you better make the best of it... `

Bye July, Hi August !

Yeah ! July is over ! So damn fast !! Seriously damn fast ! But anyway, July is still awesome ! I knew I will like July ! I knew it ! Hahah .

I was busy for the past 2 days . Went to MABA, KL for UCBL Grand Final ! It's fun and proud to play at MABA stadium ! We played great games but too bad 8points & 4points defeat at the end of the 4th quarter is really a heartbreak defeat ! At least looking at those blacks from HELP Uni showed their dunking skill cheer the whole trip though. haha !

3rd Runner Up - SEGi College Penang,

2nd Runner Up - Utar KL,

1st Runner Up - Utar Kampa, and

Champion goes to HELP University .

Hello August & I'm safe at home now !

Yoohooo !

=)

ps : hey my visitors from Ipoh, Penang & KL drop a message on my chatbox kay? you guys are welcome here ! =)

tzesiong .