告诉我........

我尝试去喜欢很多人，
可是我没办法。
我尝试去忘记该忘记的，
可是我没办法。

有时候真的无法忘记我们说过的约定。
是不是真的就这样没有了。
就快五月了，
想起六七、八月的我们，
无时无刻的想见你就像刚认识你。

告诉我 你很想跟我讲话，
告诉我 你很想我知道你的生活，
告诉我 你很想我去看你拍过的照片，
告诉我 你很想我。

我给了自己很多测试，
我了解我自己心里存在的是谁。
我闭开你，删除你，不在打扰，
你都知道为什么我这么做。

告诉我，你也这么想，
告诉我.......

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......work harder.

Awwwww....see the different in years.
I'm glad I got this back...but not as skinny like last time.
But tougher...stronger!
=)

Glad that my hard work pays off.
And another wish of mine come true.
I'm going to UK! Yeahhh! Nottingham! For the tri-campus games and of course the Olympic flame!!
Hahahahahahahah..
So I get to see the flame and the fire than a SPARK~!! LMAO!

Will I still say I'm regret coming to Notts? Harrrr thank you I won't say that anymore.
Well tease and insulting me my fallow housemates..fag you guys.
Without you all I'm totally nothing like I told you all.
Terima kasih banyak banyak!
=)




# 25/4/2012 #

# 3/3/2012 #

# 1.5years ago. o.o #

# guess it is year 2008 @ S'pore trip. #

# year 2008 @ gym #

# o.O''' #

Hahaha cannot stop laughing.
I posted this in my previous blog and saved and repost it here!
What a memorable post.
:)

Last,
Nothing is impossible, Just do it.
lololololololol.

signing off.
chao.

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UNMC Basketball Club Appreciation Dinner @ SAiSAKi

Yoooo...so everything is coming to an end.
Finish classes a week ago and AGM weeks ago.
So is the time for some partay and wonderful appreciation dinner.
Last year was at 52 restaurant, and this is year there is a change!
SAiSAKi aka SEiSAKi (washing machine) by Jeff. LMAO!
Great food, awesome committees, and joyful conversations.
=)

# food. #



# so the big boii look better with a 90degree rotate to the left. haha. #

# sometimes we just need to go the other way round. =) #

# the gay partner. :) #

After the movie, we went to Changkat again.
Same place, Nevermine.
Had some drinks and games.
That's nice and yea the ending for me was not good overall...
guess I shocked my housemates once again? but hmmm....
......still its a great night ever after all.
chao.
=)


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知道.....

他讓你憔悴許多 
他讓你不知所措
他一舉一動你不停的對我說


我微笑傾聽你說
我卻越聽越心痛
怎麼你說的不是我

他比我多了什麼
讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道他讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道他讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做得和他沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你心中 逗留

我想知道他哪裡比我好很多
在你心中他和我有什麼不同
我知道我比他付出的還多
可是我 總換不了你的心動

你讓我憔悴很多
你讓我不知所措
你一舉一動我的心被牽著走

她不經意的走過
你就把我給冷落
嫉妒把我給吞沒 

他比我多了什麼
讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道他讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道他讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做得和他沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你心中 逗留

我想知道他哪裡比我好很多
在你心中他和我有什麼不同
我知道我比他付出的還多
可是我 總換不了你的心動

我知道了他那裡比我好更多
在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比他付出的還多
可是我  在你心中沒有 他多

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awesome night out.

Well, another awesome night.
I would say, "wild"...
I dislike being like this but can't stop myself...
Hope someone would've stop me...but yea..no one could now...
Guess its gonna be the last party before exam?
I should start studying...

:)
imy.

and yea, I like this new layout for blogger...

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none of my business.....

虽然你可以不介意别人怎么看你，
但是我不能。
因为我认识的你不是这样的。
我不喜欢别人聊你怎么了怎么了。
我不想对现在的你和以前的你给于评价。
I don't wanna compare.
I can't take that.
Although is none of my business.
Just.....none of my business.
=l

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Somebody That I Used to Know

Now and then I think of when we were together  

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die  

I told myself that you were right for me  

But felt so lonely in your company  

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

 
You can get addicted to a certain kinda sadness  

Like resignation to the end, always the end  

So when we found that we could not make sense  

Well you said that we would still be friends  

But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over
But you didn't have to cut me off  

Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing    

I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger  

And that feels so rough

 
No, you didn't have to stoop so low 

Have your friends collect your records  

And then change your number  

Guess that I don't need that though  

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know  

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

 
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over  

But had me believin it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way  

Reading into every word you say  

You said that you could let it go  

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know-oh-oh

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Random.

Has been a long while since my last post here...

Hmmm not in the mood to blog until today...

Still lots of flashback and memories haunting me...

Everytime when I feel like getting closer with someone,

something,like someone whisper,

saying,do you remember what happened on your last relationship?

Do you remember,someone hold you back,giving you lots of promises,confirmation,and

swearing everything will go fine as long as I'm with you?

Do you remember how much effort,how much you did,how much you effort you put in just to be with someone? Hurting one's feelings and getting your happiness,ignoring her sorrow,making her tears drop like nobody's business?

I tried to ignore it, I tried to step forward but it doesn't seem like going on the right track...

Not because you can't let go but is something cause you to be afraid of getting into another relationship and having commitments...

No doubt that when I'm thinking of you,I feel uncomfortable...

Everything seem like it just happened yesterday...like a few minutes ago...

I couldn't trust that you've changes so much and for this while,I still prefer the "you" I know...not the "you"....for now...

Is so obvious that you are trying fight against me to deny you've change telling me this is actual you...I don't trust you...you yourself know it better than me...your ego,your spirit of winning is all this while the same...inside you,you understand what happened to you...

I don't wanna act like I know you a lot...but I still miss the "you" as in the "you" there...

I don't blame or pushing everything to you...but honesty,forgive me,that I can't accept the changes in you...

You look charm,everyone told me you are being mature,wearing nice clothes,having girly stuffs and nail painting... I'm happy with these,but please,don't fight me...I treat you as my friend...

I wish I can change my brain,my mind,my thinking, and myself...

I look cherish to my friends,to every single one...

I'm tired actually...

I wish I'm someone new...someone that has no past,no sorry,no regrets,no pain,no happiness...

At least,I can be someone new...to the world...to the people around me...

Hmmmm...

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忙。

我想一直忙下去。什么都不想懂，什么都不想去想。

我可以刻意不懂，装着忘记，
为什么理智的我
就不能好好把它不当一回事？

可以这么难吗？
真的可以这么难吗？

哈哈。


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生日快乐。

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蔡依林 - 妥協

O.o
nice nice nice epic old song yor!
xD




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再痛的痛苦泪水 换不回 一点点感动 再深的深情容忍 也不能 让你再爱我

音乐停止了 引擎熄火了
窒息的温柔 尖锐得赤裸
一刀一刀 往我心上割 往伤口里戳
那么折磨 为了什么

别说你难过 别再安慰我
最烂的理由 是你配不上我
我没有你想像中脆弱 我会好好的
没有什么 罪不可赦

再痛的痛苦泪水 换不回 一点点感动
我不怪你 不是你的错
再深的深情容忍 也不能 让你再爱我
我不怪你 不是你的错

别说你难过 别再安慰我
最烂的理由 是你配不上我
我没有你想像中脆弱 我会好好的
没有什么 罪不可赦

再痛的痛苦泪水 换不回 一点点感动
我不怪你 不是你的错
再深的深情容忍 也不能 让你再爱我
我不怪你 不是你的错

再痛的痛苦泪水 换不回 一点点感动
我不怪你 不是你的错
再深的深情容忍 也不能 让你再爱我
我不怪你 不是你的错

我的世界 没有你 也许更辽阔
就到这里 重来又 如何

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