我好想念那时候的我！真的真的很想念。。我爱你！

me, right top !!

 

spot my name ??方志松！！ :)

那时候的我
未必是最强的
但是是我发挥得最棒的其中一个决赛！
虽然是输了不过我真的很骄傲

我很想念那时候的气氛
很想念那时候的我
很想念那时候打球的感觉
很想念那时候朋友来支持我们的感觉
很想念那时候全家4个人在上面支持我
很想念那时候很棒很强而且很幸福的我！
就这样四年了

看见朋友还在参加篮球比赛进了决赛得到全场的轰动
我真的好久没有那种感觉了
全场为了你的表现而给与的掌声是不能低档的骄傲
不是因为为了掌声而出色
是因为出色才得的掌声才是最实际最有感觉的
看见自己的名字出现在报章内容更是无得顶！

不是骄傲也不是要献
是为了你，
连女朋友都扔一旁
她看见的是我你的接触和爱意
让她等到我和你亲密完了才轮到她
是你太重要了；
是为了你，
我变得更加的自信更加的满足
或许不会在有
不过曾经为你的付出我此生都不会忘记

我爱你..

ehh, 怎么好像有暗喻的意思哦？
哈..
看得出就好看得出就好..
不要误会不要误会..

我爱你，篮球。。
=)

tzesiong

I miss you.

I miss your smile.
I miss your eyes.
I miss your look.
I miss your hair.
I miss your voice.
I miss the way we were talking.
I miss the way I gave you a sudden hug.
I miss the way I hold your hand and you hold mine.
I miss the time when you were lying on my shoulder.
I miss the way I'm hugging you in front your house gate.
I miss the way I carried you on my back.
I miss writing "I love you" on your palm.
I miss your sudden kiss.

And
I miss seeing our tears dropping on you and my shoulder.
I knew that I miss you....
I miss you...

=)

tzesiong

过了这么久，我还是为你流眼泪..... =)

前几天，去了connaught 附近看朋友的篮球比赛。
他们输了进不了决赛。
朋友都沮丧般的过那个晚上，
看得出他们很失望。
很自然，自己也想起好多篮球的回忆。
有赢的，有输的。

打球的谁不曾输球，谁不曾受打击的。
想着就很自然的流了眼泪。
我懂我因为什么而哭，是篮球。
不过多多少少也想起过去的一切。

我的生活永远都离不开篮球。
想着以前十八岁那年决赛的时候，
爸爸妈妈妹妹和女朋友一起去为我加油的一幕，
是我永远不会忘记的回忆。
至少这是让我心情转好的原因之一。
进了大学，也离不开篮球。
这时候的我曾经讨厌篮球，也就因为讨厌它更是离不开它。
是开心的是不开心的这也已不重要，
重要的是我经历了。

是很怀念以前打球的时候，
虽然比起现在以前是很暴躁，
那也是曾经的我。
跟着一般朋友去比赛是最开心的事了。
所以选择暂时不进校队应该是对的吧？

看完球后可怜的yeexuan & zoe 车衰衰被人撞到屁股。
去帮了他们，这次处理的方式明显成熟了。
hmmm.
之后吃了sri petaling 的点心，鸡窝包！
还不错吃的咯！
到了家跟willis聊了一个晚上的篮球，
讲了些能让他进步的训练方法，
希望可以帮到吧。

是你，我流泪的原因。也因为你，我对生活有了寄托。也因为你，给了我无限的回忆与失望。给我理由放弃你，可以吗？

Eternal Love...Eternal Life..to you. Basketball.

tzesiong

dearest......

"My Dearest Allie.

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you. =')

-Noah”

 tzesiong

walaooo where have you beennnnn?? =S

你几时才会跟我讲话?

=l


tzesiong

...累

我很累

真的很累

为什么.......


tzesiong

Be of good cheer.

When you need to be loved, you take love wherever you can find it.
When you are desperate to be loved, feel love, know love, you seek out what you think love should look like.
When you find love, or what you think love is, you will lie, kill, and steal to keep it.

But learning about real love comes from within. It cannot be given. It cannot be taken away. It grows from your ability to re-create within yourself, the essence of loving experiences you have had in your life.
“Be of good cheer. Do not think of today's failures, but of the success that may come tomorrow. You have set yourselves a difficult task, but you will succeed if you persevere; and you will find joy in overcoming obstacles. Remember, no effort that we” ~ Helen Keller

tzesiong

:)

Every blunder behind us is giving a cheer for us, and only for those who were willing to fail are the dangers and splendors of life.  ~ Carl Sandburd

=)

tzesiong

打過勾的我相信。

我去到哪裡妳都跟很緊 很多的夢在等待著進行
是記憶裡有味道的風景
一起長大的約定 那樣清晰 打過勾的我相信
感性的句子 都枯萎 凋謝
妳的世界 一幕幕紛飛
過去被翻閱 結局滿天的 風雪
而我已經分不清 妳是友情 還是錯過的愛情

" Different men have a variety of ways to display their expertise, values, and success, but in the end, whether he is wearing a black tux and shiny shoes or blue jeans and white running shoes, he is in some way advertising that he is a 'can do' guy, someone you can trust and depend on. :) "

tzesiong

Romantic Love or Companionate Love ?

Well, I'm here, in the middle of the night or perhaps morning, thinking of writing a post about my research for my psychology paper tutorial essay, " Distinguish between Romantic(passionate) Love and Companionate Love. "  Done few hours surfing the net and reading some blogs and articles about passionate love and companionate love. Honestly, to me, to write a formal essay is way much difficult than to post something on my blog ! So I decide not to do my essay but write it on my blog ! hahaha.

There are a lot of different definitions and real-life stories wrote by various authors on the Internet about passionate and companionate love. Kinda agree with Dr. David's point of views in his article. The ultimate form of love, complete and perfect love, not easily can be achieved or maintained but is possible to attain in relationship. Desire and sustained effort of both people in a relationship to attain is the keys toward a deeper feeling of love. Why I do Italic-ed the word "attain" ? There might be possibility to fail attain when one of them, quit or give up too fast when is time to resolve obstacles and show their connectedness to each other.

If you were to ask me which one do I prefer, I would say, Companionate Love. Everyone knows what's the meaning of passion. Passionate love comes on quickly and fades as time goes by. Companionate love grows more slowly over the years as lovers rely upon, care for, and trust each other. I would say is interdependent and binding two people together involving friendship, understanding, a concern for the other, and especially, love.

Compared to passionate love in the early stage of a relationship, I would strongly agree, with my past experience, I realized companionate love looks weak and can easily causes someone to let go when the fire of passionate love strike the human's heart. But what if the time scale are extend, well, there might be possibility that passionate love can turn to companionate love?, but in my point of view, passionate love will fade and fails when the time comes, simply a thought.

Maybe I'm the kind of person who like love to grow through feelings, closeness, connectedness, and trust. Intimacy is the stage where I failed to do and sustain but I'll still believe that developing a strong feeling relationship need a lot of time and trust connected with the strong feelings are probably the most important ingredients.

Months ago, last semester, someone told me that, " hey boy, you shouldn't take the timing and the amount of time you took/put and how long you both were into a relationship." when I was facing one of my terrible time in life. By that time, I was too emotional and agreed on what he said as his age is few years older than me. No offence to him, he might got his own perceptions but for now, I still believe that timing and lifetime durability are the period of time that builds the trust, strong feelings, and with some added passion between two people who are firmly committed to one another.

No matter passionate love is just a flash in the pan or so called a little spark by someone, I'll still create an emotional space for you, my friends, and my next beloved partner to express her feelings and opinions on this. Who knows I might be trapped in a passionate love in future? lol. But so far, companionate love is a kind of love that brings me intimacy and satisfaction with my loved one.

So, . . . . . I hope that I'm not killing my own hope on a lasting love yet ? hopefully . . . hopefully . . .

=)

“We’re never so vulnerable than when we trust someone – but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy.” ~ Walter Anderson
tzesiong

骤变。

剪头发啦
妈说好像没什么剪到哦
哈哈
希望是帅帅的
哈哈哈！
傻料！

在这里的感觉永远是最好的
我不必伪装不必煎熬

看见gab脸青的样子真的爽到！
是值得的吧？哈哈！
drunk you asshole~
may we always stay as a group please! pray....
=)

likes :
"我，习惯于逃避令自己伤痛的事情，情绪会因回忆的骚扰和突来伤感的侵袭而骤变，但是我，终究是我。这是巨蟹座的宿命。=)"

tzesiong

珍惜现在。

`...能不能再把你的爱借点给我
好让我继续漂流
我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的摸样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏....`

`...我的倔强凝望 去闯 彷徨 飞翔
是否应该不急 一切去抵抗
你的摸样不想遗忘 飘荡 摇晃
我投降?...`

好希望每个人都
不必为了什么或是谁而执著
不必为了现在或是过去而挣扎

我真的想珍惜现在
给我那个机会好好过生活好吗？

其他的我什么都不要

我......想.........你！

允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎

tzesiong

压抑 。

连发梦都会流眼泪. . .
是放不下还是压抑久了
所以是这样的？

原来，潇洒是需要代价的. . .

不过，
喜欢她是事实
只是我真的害怕继续. . .

tzesiong

巨蟹 =)

他們基本上分為兩大類：
一是溫和親切，絲毫不給人壓迫感，
另一種則彆扭挑剔，讓人覺得很「難搞」的樣子。

但是不論他是屬於哪一類，當你們真的深入交往之後，你都會覺得他的個性陰晴不定，難以捉摸。他有時侯溫柔體貼，有時冷漠，有時仁慈善良，有時嚴苛得不近人 情。但是，只要他是個巨蟹座的男子，他必定有一顆溫柔而敏感的心。他的多變，並不是個性如此，而是他的情緒太容易受外界事物的影響，想要真的了解他並不是 件容易的事。

保護自己是巨蟹座的本能。他很少會一下子讓你了解他太多，他很少會把自己的情緒或感情赤裸的表白。他本能的保護著自的脆弱多情的心，你要給他很多安全感。大多數的巨蟹男子都很害羞，很害怕自己被拒絕。就算他在追求你的時侯，他也盡量做到好像不是在追求你的樣子。 當他電話來約妳的時侯，幾乎很少會立刻切入主題，他總是會在跟妳聊了半天，繞了好幾個圈子之後，才說：「聽說有一家新開的義大利菜不錯，我們要不要一起去吃吃看？」

巨蟹座的追求方式是不具有攻擊性的，他的態度始終很和緩。可是，如果你真的有事不能去，或是你那天不想出門的話。你拒絕他的方式可千萬要很委婉，否則，你很 可能因此傷害到他。當他不安的時侯，可能有兩種反應，一種是像寄居蟹似的躲進殼裡去，另一種則是像大螃蟹一樣用鉗子亂咬人。

巨蟹座的男人很在意別人對他的尊重。如果你是個粗心大意的女生，你可能常常弄不懂他為什麼突然扳著一張臉，他太敏感了，你的一個輕蔑的眼神，或是一句玩笑話，都可能讓那個好不容易提起勇氣的巨蟹情人，馬上躲進殼子裡去。想要讓他再勇敢的走出來，恐怕得下好一番功夫囉。

跟敏感而且情緒化的巨蟹座男人相處，溫柔的對他是唯一的方式。

當你們的感情進展到一個階段之後，當他對你的感情愈來愈深的時侯，他會感覺不安。他會一再的試探你，他喜歡你不斷的證明自己對他的感情。不要不耐煩，這一切都表示他真的在乎你。在他覺安全的情況下，他是個最細心，最體貼的男人。

當你們鬧彆扭的時侯，「哭」跟「撒嬌」是比較好的方式，很少有一個巨蟹座的男人能夠對著一雙淚汪汪的眼睛發脾氣。你們馬上就可以和解了，而且往往是不戰而 勝。千萬不要兇著一張臉對他大吼大叫，這樣一來造成的傷害往往比原先的意見不合更嚴重。他會覺得你不尊重他，不愛他了，你從原告變成被告的情況，可能常會 發生。巨蟹座男人生氣的時侯是很難取悅的，請不要自找麻煩。

對了！千萬不要隨便丟他的舊東西，對懷舊的巨蟹座來說，一本舊書，或是一個破鬧鐘，都可能是他的無價之寶。緬懷過去的人、事、物，對他是種享受，也是一輩子 改不了的習慣。其實，你應該很高興。對懷舊的他來說你可能也是愈老愈值錢呢！很多巨蟹座男人對母親有著依戀的情感。溫柔的母親可能是他成長過程中最大的依 賴，在你們的交往過程中，你可能不時的聽到他提起：「我媽媽…」。

不要沒道理的吃醋，不要故意唱反調。聰明的你，最好不要製造婆媳問題，你要尊重你的婆婆，讓他教你怎麼照顧你的螃蟹，那不就是化阻力為助力了嗎？如果你熱心 的幫他做這些事，他可能會嫌你做得不夠快，不夠好呢。不要生氣，你應該樂得輕鬆才對啊！不過還是要記得常常誇獎他的能幹，常常表示出樂於為他服務的樣子， 你會過得既輕鬆，又愉快。

永遠記得「溫柔」就是你最有力的武器。


tzesiong

Hi November + Happy 22nd WAnni PaMa! ♥

=)
4 Mcd Breakfast in 4 days! Fats! =）
Anyway, still able to control my weight..so is okay!
79kg now. 4kg(s) to go! 75kg 75kg 75kg!!!
and....time flies. is November now!
Currently at Penang for few days. Attended Cousin brother's wedding last night. I wanna get marry too! 5years from now? and Happy 22nd Wedding Anniversary to Papa & Mama! ♥ I love you both!

Siong likes :

” '好久不见' 是我们的开场白；'再见' 是我们最后的对白。。“

“ 你残酷的拒绝我可以了解；我愚蠢的冲动你可以谅解。。“

“转身就走不代表潇洒；是因为我的眼泪快流下来了。。"



tzesiong

. . .

tzesiong

病....

最近都不怎么舒服
药一吃就睡到不知道时间
自己照顾自己是从朋友口中给的慰问
想起以前的日子
不知不觉想着
被照顾的人总是如此幸福
喜欢问候
喜欢喂着吃药
喜欢把冷毛巾放在额头

喜欢整夜不睡有时看着病人

最近都一直下雨
在差不多时间就会下了
很不爽啦啦啦

还有恭喜妹妹终于得到毕业文凭咯
替你骄傲
spm 近了要加油啊

给面对考试的朋友
加油啦
读书不过注意健康！
=)

沉默.....

tzesiong.